There was, at first, a light. There was something familiar in that.
Renamon's eyes eased open slowly, cracking in increments instead of all at once. She expected to feel as she ought, beaten and sore, a heavy heart and weary soul. To again have to think about everything that had been fought for. The winning that was worse than losing, and the stagnancy that trumped over all. Sometimes continence, existing, living-- Sometimes the act of protecting life itself took away your reason for it. The feeling of loss would always be fresh. She would never get over the lack in her heart. Even the mindless rituals she could call, familiar patterns to give herself to, monotony to keep her body busy so her mind did not think could not absorb the need in her chest. For the one who was everything, and the one who Renamon was parted from. She took a breath, careful and quiet. And realized belated that the light shining down on her wasn't natural, wasn't the light she had become used to.
She opened her eyes fully, to take in what was there. And before she could ken the sand enclosure, the grandstands, the other people spaced around her, the Digimon took in one thing, and only that.
Her fingers stretched, claws shining--when she tensed her thighs, she could feel the strong muscles that would propel her into the air. Behind her, a heavy tail moved, for the balance needed to sustain the grace she imposed on her surroundings. And atop her head, large ears flicked, taking in the movement of the two in the stands, and another somewhere close-by.
It was too obvious to say the change. And she found that in the face of it, to the return of what had been taken, she could not speak.
Renamon's eyes eased open slowly, cracking in increments instead of all at once. She expected to feel as she ought, beaten and sore, a heavy heart and weary soul. To again have to think about everything that had been fought for. The winning that was worse than losing, and the stagnancy that trumped over all. Sometimes continence, existing, living-- Sometimes the act of protecting life itself took away your reason for it. The feeling of loss would always be fresh. She would never get over the lack in her heart. Even the mindless rituals she could call, familiar patterns to give herself to, monotony to keep her body busy so her mind did not think could not absorb the need in her chest. For the one who was everything, and the one who Renamon was parted from. She took a breath, careful and quiet. And realized belated that the light shining down on her wasn't natural, wasn't the light she had become used to.
She opened her eyes fully, to take in what was there. And before she could ken the sand enclosure, the grandstands, the other people spaced around her, the Digimon took in one thing, and only that.
Her fingers stretched, claws shining--when she tensed her thighs, she could feel the strong muscles that would propel her into the air. Behind her, a heavy tail moved, for the balance needed to sustain the grace she imposed on her surroundings. And atop her head, large ears flicked, taking in the movement of the two in the stands, and another somewhere close-by.
It was too obvious to say the change. And she found that in the face of it, to the return of what had been taken, she could not speak.
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