The doors unlocked.
They weren't supposed to do that. The Head Doctor wasn't supposed to speak with that tone of voice either, much less laugh at them, but he had. All of that meant-- what? Was Brendan having a relapse already? He didn't think his day had been awful enough to trigger it, but-- no, the fact that he was still thinking of himself as Brendan should be enough to disprove that theory. He wasn't Lelouch. Lelouch wasn't the one staring fixedly at the door and shakily rising to his feet, book, king, and cranes on his desk going entirely forgotten. Maybe it was just-- a minor hallucination, nothing to worry about. It certainly couldn't mean what he thought (more like dreaded) it meant, and with that firmly in mind, he ripped his gaze away from the door and slowly made his way to his bed.
He found his flashlight under his pillow as usual, thank god, and he quickly flicked it on before sitting on the thin mattress. That was probably rude of him when his roommate would want to sleep, but he needed to see right now and know that nothing else out of the ordinary was going to happen. He didn't dare check the door at the moment; if it opened under his touch, he would have actual physical proof that this was real. It could just be some malfunction in the locking mechanism, maybe, but-- no, he was going to stay right here and touch nothing. It was just a hallucination. None of this was real.
He pulled his blanket partway over himself and lay down on the bed, making sure to partially obscure the light so that it would neither bother his roommate nor attract the attention of anyone in the hall. If it was a lock failure, he didn't want anyone wandering in here, and if it wasn't, he could at least try to be courteous while he wondered where his mind was going.
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They weren't supposed to do that. The Head Doctor wasn't supposed to speak with that tone of voice either, much less laugh at them, but he had. All of that meant-- what? Was Brendan having a relapse already? He didn't think his day had been awful enough to trigger it, but-- no, the fact that he was still thinking of himself as Brendan should be enough to disprove that theory. He wasn't Lelouch. Lelouch wasn't the one staring fixedly at the door and shakily rising to his feet, book, king, and cranes on his desk going entirely forgotten. Maybe it was just-- a minor hallucination, nothing to worry about. It certainly couldn't mean what he thought (more like dreaded) it meant, and with that firmly in mind, he ripped his gaze away from the door and slowly made his way to his bed.
He found his flashlight under his pillow as usual, thank god, and he quickly flicked it on before sitting on the thin mattress. That was probably rude of him when his roommate would want to sleep, but he needed to see right now and know that nothing else out of the ordinary was going to happen. He didn't dare check the door at the moment; if it opened under his touch, he would have actual physical proof that this was real. It could just be some malfunction in the locking mechanism, maybe, but-- no, he was going to stay right here and touch nothing. It was just a hallucination. None of this was real.
He pulled his blanket partway over himself and lay down on the bed, making sure to partially obscure the light so that it would neither bother his roommate nor attract the attention of anyone in the hall. If it was a lock failure, he didn't want anyone wandering in here, and if it wasn't, he could at least try to be courteous while he wondered where his mind was going.
[Continued here.]
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