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Day 67: Breakfast
For the first time since Kyousuke arrived, waking up didn't feel the slightest bit strange or out of place. It was still like night had suddenly stopped, with nothing in-between then and now, but instead of being disorienting, or like there was something missing, it was like waking up from a nightmare. His breaths came heavy and anxious, everything flooding back to him, but unlike last night, he had more mental clarity, and he actually understood what it meant.
Sora... was dead.
After a moment, his breathing seemed to ease up, and he sat up slowly, and simply stared down at his blanket. The motion hurt quite a bit, a lot worse than it had yesterday morning, but he seemed to be in decent shape, all considered. Sore, battered, a little faint, but compared to worst of it...
He wondered if he should feel upset right now, or want to yell, or cry, but the truth was, he didn't. If anything, he was just numb. Tired and listless. He wasn't sure what to think or feel about anything, but somehow it seemed distant and disconnected, like something that hadn't actually happened. Yet, if he lingered on it too long, the lifelessness grew into something nauseating, heavy and constricting in his chest, and he didn't even notice until he realized he was gripping his bedding unnecessarily hard. So he forced himself to relax, and not focus on it too much. ... He preferred the cold sort of nothingness.
When the nurse arrived, she wasn't empty-handed, unfolding a wheelchair by his bedside and looking at him expectantly, as if she wanted him to settle himself into it. Looking at it was strange and uncomfortable, and he found himself refusing automatically.
"... I can walk fine. I don't need—"
"What you don't need," the nurse said sternly, "is to be overexerting yourself. You got to walk around yesterday, and what do you do? You go and reopen your injuries! Honestly, Mr. Taylor, you might be young, but you need to take better care of yourself! Today, you're resting, and if you're good about it, we'll see about maybe taking the chair away tomorrow."
That was bad enough, but then she wouldn't even let him wheel himself, and pushed him along from behind. This was totally unnecessary... But though it made him feel helpless, Kyousuke didn't have the energy to argue, so he let her do what she wanted. She asked if he wanted to make a quick trip the bulletin, first, but... Would the news be there? There were people who deserved to know, but there would be reactions to it, questions he didn't want to answer, and feeling his stomach give a lurch, he decided he didn't want to deal with it. Any of it.
Once in the cafeteria, the nurse asked him about breakfast, but Kyousuke insisted he wasn't hungry. ... He wasn't. Sensing he wanted to be left alone, she wheeled him off to an easily overlooked portion of the cafeteria, but quickly returned, setting food and some juice in front of him, "just in case." She set a small paper cup with a couple of painkillers on the tray, and after that, she left, leaving the boy to stare down the meal he didn't really want.
[ Kratos! ]
Sora... was dead.
After a moment, his breathing seemed to ease up, and he sat up slowly, and simply stared down at his blanket. The motion hurt quite a bit, a lot worse than it had yesterday morning, but he seemed to be in decent shape, all considered. Sore, battered, a little faint, but compared to worst of it...
He wondered if he should feel upset right now, or want to yell, or cry, but the truth was, he didn't. If anything, he was just numb. Tired and listless. He wasn't sure what to think or feel about anything, but somehow it seemed distant and disconnected, like something that hadn't actually happened. Yet, if he lingered on it too long, the lifelessness grew into something nauseating, heavy and constricting in his chest, and he didn't even notice until he realized he was gripping his bedding unnecessarily hard. So he forced himself to relax, and not focus on it too much. ... He preferred the cold sort of nothingness.
When the nurse arrived, she wasn't empty-handed, unfolding a wheelchair by his bedside and looking at him expectantly, as if she wanted him to settle himself into it. Looking at it was strange and uncomfortable, and he found himself refusing automatically.
"... I can walk fine. I don't need—"
"What you don't need," the nurse said sternly, "is to be overexerting yourself. You got to walk around yesterday, and what do you do? You go and reopen your injuries! Honestly, Mr. Taylor, you might be young, but you need to take better care of yourself! Today, you're resting, and if you're good about it, we'll see about maybe taking the chair away tomorrow."
That was bad enough, but then she wouldn't even let him wheel himself, and pushed him along from behind. This was totally unnecessary... But though it made him feel helpless, Kyousuke didn't have the energy to argue, so he let her do what she wanted. She asked if he wanted to make a quick trip the bulletin, first, but... Would the news be there? There were people who deserved to know, but there would be reactions to it, questions he didn't want to answer, and feeling his stomach give a lurch, he decided he didn't want to deal with it. Any of it.
Once in the cafeteria, the nurse asked him about breakfast, but Kyousuke insisted he wasn't hungry. ... He wasn't. Sensing he wanted to be left alone, she wheeled him off to an easily overlooked portion of the cafeteria, but quickly returned, setting food and some juice in front of him, "just in case." She set a small paper cup with a couple of painkillers on the tray, and after that, she left, leaving the boy to stare down the meal he didn't really want.
[ Kratos! ]
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But what Guy hadn't expected was for the conversation to take a more serious turn so soon. Not that he minded it. They were limited in their time here, so sometimes it was better to cut to the chase. He realized it had to be pretty obvious that he wasn't sick. He hadn't even gotten any injuries lately, after all.
"I've been working it. Two of my close friends are sick. We finally got somewhere last night... or at least, I think we did." Guy leaned back in his seat and took a bite of his food.
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The name he'd just given her was familiar, though. Guy? It had struck her as a bit of a strange name, if it wasn't an alias, and it had stuck with her. And if it was an alias, it was either ridiculous or brilliant or both; she wasn't entirely sure. "Oh! Was I talking to you on the bulletin yesterday? About, um, plants? We found something, too. I just need to figure out what to do with it."
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"What did you find? My friends and I went down to the river in the forest..." Which had been a pretty unpleasant experience, considering the rain. Guy didn't have a stuffed up nose or a cough or any sign of getting sick from that, though, which was a relief. He still hoped they'd be showering today, though. "We encountered someone... or maybe I should say something. But I think whatever it was, it gave my friend a cure."
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"Was it the plant? About this big," she said, holding her hand out with fingers outstretched. "With thin leaves and yellow flowers?"
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He was overthinking it. The point was that they'd come to the same conclusion, which probably meant that they were right about this after all. Guy nodded. "That's right, it was yellow. I don't know too much more about it than that, but... how did you find out?" After so many long days with no real information to go on, it was a relief to finally have found something promising.
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"So it worked? Like, permanently?" If that was true -- now they just needed to get it to the right people, and find enough of it. Instead of setting up a quarantine, they could set up a clinic. But only if they had more than a flower or two.
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"I'm not sure if it's permanent yet. I'm waiting back to hear from my friend still..." He wasn't going to let on that he hadn't even seen her yet today. Honestly, Guy wouldn't blame Anise if she'd slept in after everything they'd been through lately.
"Do you know what the name of the flower is, though? It would help if we could spread the information..." Unless Taura had already gotten to that point. "Where did you guys find it, anyway?"
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"I put up a note with the name -- it's kind of a strange one. Saint John's Wort. We weren't sure what we were supposed to do with it, though, so it's just in my room." Superstitious, calling on a saint to save them, and what was a wort, anyway?
She hadn't heard from Goku yet, either, and the little boy was hard to miss, at least when he was awake. If he wasn't up by noon she might have to see if her freedom in the hallways extended to the halls of the men's dormitories.
"Even if it's temporary, we need to find a way to get the flowers to people. Or the people to them."
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He took note of the name, figuring that he could always swing by the bulletin if he needed to imprint it further into his memory. Guy didn't plan to forget it, though.
"Yeah. I mean, if there's more in the greenhouse, then that shouldn't be too hard. Those who are well enough to go can collect as much as we can find and then we could distribute them. I think everyone's willing to work together in this case." It was in everyone's best interest at this point, right?
"But thanks for the information. I'm still in shock that we figured something out." It still seemed too good to be true. Guy wouldn't feel completely at ease until he'd heard back from Anise, but this was a start.
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She still hadn't heard from Rita, or Goku, so she didn't want to make any promises, but she wasn't going to do anything else. "I'm going to head there tonight, as soon as they let us move." Alone, she could move more quickly, and if it was dangerous, so was delaying. "I hope I won't be the only one."
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With information exchanged and plans made, the intercom actually went off at a reasonable point in the conversation. Guy half-listened to the announcement as he stood from his seat, smiling back at Taura. "Either way, it was nice meeting you."