ext_201958 ([identity profile] full-score.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] damned_institute2011-08-25 11:03 am

Day 58: Lunch

Although it had been good to see his mom again, Claude entered the cafeteria with a dark expression on his face. He was glad she felt comfortable enough with him to share her experiences from last night, but that didn't make him any less angry at the military for using her to do their dirty work. Why couldn't those bastards clean up their own messes? Surely they had the resources for it.

Were they really going to have to fight someone else's war now?

His head buzzed with those sorts of questions as he moved through the room. Even so, with the help of his escort, Claude assembled a tray with a rather large hamburger, the appropriate condiments, and a cup of water. The cafeteria was still relatively empty, save for the soldiers on duty, so he took very little time in the line. It was probably just as well. He'd been so engrossed in his conversation with Rita during breakfast that he hadn't eaten much.

After finding an empty seat, Claude gingerly placed his tray and journal onto the table and sat down. As he lifted up his burger with his good hand, Claude couldn't help but think of Ashton for a moment. Where was he? He'd disappeared so long ago, and yet part of him worried the military had used him for something too.

Eyebrows furrowed, he took a bite and tried to focus on getting a decent meal in his stomach.

[For Guy!]
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-25 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
That shower had really worked wonders, though Guy made sure to take his time with drying off. He had enjoyed getting clean, but he did have to admit that he'd rather not still feel damp by the time that they went out to lunch. He hadn't lost his love for the water, but he wasn't all that keen on sitting in slightly wet clothes after last night. So he towel-dried his hair as best he could and arranged it neatly before lunch came.

The mention of a soldier who would be actively speaking to patients was intriguing, although Guy didn't know if it was worth his time. Even if he was one of the highest ranked patients around here, chatting with the soldiers would probably just make him feel dirty. He wanted as little to do with them as possible.

Besides, as he walked into the cafeteria he immediately noticed Claude sitting on his own, and Guy figured that speaking to his friend was far more important than tracking down a soldier. With that in mind, he quickly got his food -- burgers today, huh? -- and went to go join his friend.

Claude's hand was wrapped up with a thick layer of bandages; that was the first thing Guy noticed as he took a seat. Chances were that his friend had even more wounds that weren't immediately obvious. He frowned at him for a second, his concern bleeding through. "Hey," he greeted. "How are you holding up?"
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-26 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
While Claude definitely had to be in a lot of pain after what he'd been through the night before, he still managed to send him a smile as he sat down. Guy admired that, seeing how it would have been easy for all of them to quit smiling as the days they spent here stretched out longer and longer. But he, Claude, and Anise were tougher than that, weren't they?

"...I guess that's true," Guy replied when Claude made his point about his hand. He'd be in a seriously bad state if he couldn't use either hand. Guy remembered how inconvenient it had been when his arm was broken, though, so he knew that it had to be tougher than Claude was letting on. "And it isn't your dominant hand either, so that's something."

Guy grabbed for his own burger, taking a neat bite as he appreciated the fact that he was eating with another high-ranked patient. It took a lot of the pressure off when he didn't have to worry about his meal partner being jealous.

As expected, Claude asked after him, prompting Guy to quickly wave him off. "I'm fine, yeah! Like I said, I can work past the fear when it really matters. I can't even imagine how terrible I would have felt if my own hang-ups had led to Anise drowning..." It was something that could have happened far too easily, so he was relieved that his fear wasn't that crippling.
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-26 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
It was really no surprise that Claude wanted to know more about his phobia, seeing how Guy had explained it the one time and it hadn't come up since then. It wasn't something he necessarily shied away from talking about, but he also tried to refrain from making a big deal out of it. Seeing how it had factored so heavily into what had gone on last night, though, he understood why Claude was curious.

"Basically, yeah," Guy replied after a pause. "If someone is in possibly fatal danger, then I forget all about that sort of thing and just do what has to be done. Actually, it happened with Anise once before. She almost fell off a cliff." That had been a pretty scary situation too, but at least in that instance she hadn't been in danger of drowning. There had also been the time that he'd carried that girl in his arms down the streets of Grand Chokmah, but he figured one example was enough to get the point across.

"How did you kill that huge monster, anyway?" Guy had seen the aftermath of the fight, the dead serpent and Claude's injuries, but he still didn't know how his friend's hand had actually gotten broken or what sort of trick he'd used to take down something so much bigger than him.
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-26 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
A strong instinct to protect others? Guy considered that for a moment. It was true that once he devoted himself to someone, he was extremely loyal. Still, he couldn't help but think back to his younger days, when all he had cared about was revenge and the only person he'd thought about was himself. He realized that everyone had to do a bit of growing up and leveling out, but he imagined that most people didn't spend their teenage years harboring the kinds of feelings that he had.

Honestly, everything he did now -- watching over his friends the way he did -- felt like he was making up for that.

He chose not to comment on any of that, focusing instead on Claude's description of his fight with the serpent. Guy really hadn't expected to hear that his friend had jumped onto its head and then stabbed it in the throat on his way down. Not that Claude hadn't gotten out of it unscathed; on top of the broken hand, it sounded like he'd been poisoned too. It was good thing that the night ending tended to fix that sort of thing. Still, this was the second time Guy knew of that Claude had been poisoned here. What kind of horrible luck was that?

Of course, the thing that stood out the most was how Claude described it all so casually, as if it wasn't a huge deal and he hadn't almost lost his life in the process. "Man," Guy responded, blinking at his friend a few times. "That's really impressive, Claude. Anise and I owe you for keeping it distracted for so long. And we're really lucky that that poison wasn't the fast moving kind."

They had dodged a lot of bullets last night, which was why Guy was willing to accept the injuries they'd received (or rather, that Claude had received) as getting off easy.

"Anyway, I guess we need to decide what to do tonight, huh? Did you want to rest before we took another shot at it?" Guy certainly wouldn't mind taking it easy tonight. Claude was going to have a hard time accomplishing much with his hand broken and he knew that going back there was just going to throw more life or death situations at them. Besides, he could use the night off to work on making a sheath for his sword, so it wasn't like it would be a complete waste.
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-26 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Claude just brushed it all off, but Guy was used to that, at least. He'd said his piece, so that was about as much as he could do. He knew that they all relied on each other, but that didn't mean that he was going to forget to be grateful when it was called for. And he realized that it went both ways, since it wasn't as if Claude hadn't praised him for what he'd pulled off last night.

Anise's words of thanks had been... interesting. He'd realized that he would never hear the end of it after what he'd been forced to do to save the girl's life, but at least he knew that Anise meant it all as a compliment.

While Guy could accept the point that Claude was making about still having a gun to rely on, he already knew that it was only useful in certain situations. It hadn't done all that much against that brainwashed patient that had attacked then on the recreational field, for instance. In his opinion, a sword was much more reliable. Besides, it wasn't just weapon use that was the problem. Claude might need his hand for all sorts of other things, like climbing.

"... Yeah, we might be best off at least giving you a night to heal. And maybe you could even find someone to speed that up." Tear and Natalia were always options, of course. "Though I guess we also need to figure out what to do with those bracelets that the ferryman gave us." It was possible that they were completely useless and the whole thing had been some sort of trick, but Guy hoped that wasn't the case.
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-28 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
It seemed that Guy was getting ahead of himself. He liked to be organized, but in this case he had to agree that it was probably best to leave the odd bracelets alone until they were ready to face those caverns once more. They had no idea of what they were capable of, after all.

"That's fine with me," he quickly replied, nodding his head as he ate a few more fries. They were really quite good when dipped in the ketchup.

"I guess we have to run all of this by Anise too, though." It was going to be embarrassing to interact with the girl after the mouth-to-mouth he'd performed last night -- or rather, her reaction to it. Guy's main concern was that she'd take his ability to handle her during that situation as a sign that he was over his phobia completely, when he already knew that that wasn't the case.

That was something he could worry about later, though. "Anyway, if we do end up staying in I guess I'll try and see if I can get working on that sheath. I'm going to at least need a sturdy needle and thread, though..." Would his high rank allow him to take those items back to his room? There was no harm in trying, at least.
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-28 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"Sounds good," Guy replied when Claude suggested that they put up a note for Anise. Seeing how the adults and children were being separated during the activity shifts today, that was probably the only way they were going to be able to inform her. "I can go ahead and do that, unless you'd like to." It didn't really matter who put the note up so long as the word got out.

It seemed that Claude was thinking along the same lines as he was when it came to getting the supplies. Guy had never been sedated during his time here. He'd gotten close during his confrontations with Sync, but he was pretty sure he was considered well-behaved by the staff. Maybe after lunch he could head into the Arts and Crafts room and see what he could do. "I'll give it a shot," he agreed with a brief smile.

The question that Claude asked him next was somewhat unexpected, and Guy couldn't stop his cheeks from reddening as he thought back to Anise's message. She'd tried to demand a proposal out of him and probably out of Claude as well, which was -- well, it probably came off as really strange if you weren't used to Anise.

He rubbed at the back of his neck as he tried to explain. "Well, that's kind of just how Anise is. She's always keeping an eye out for potential suitors. If she considers someone a gentleman -- and more than that, if they have a lot of money -- then she'd bound to act that way toward them. It's all in good fun, though." Guy knew that most of it was just an act so he was able to brush it off a lot easier, especially since he'd known the girl for years. It was likely something Claude was going to have to get used to himself, now.
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-29 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Whoever got to it first worked for him. Guy nodded as he took a careful bite of his hamburger (he didn't want to make a mess) and allowed the conversation to move onto something else.

"Of course I'll let you know," he replied with a small smile. Claude was going to know purely by seeing him with a sheath at some point, right? That was only if everything went as planned, of course. Guy wished that he'd figured out a place that he could have gotten some sewing supplies from in town. Maybe Anise would know something about it. It was something he could ask her tonight if they ended up spending time together.

Then again, maybe he wanted to avoid that if her bulletin note had really caused all this awkwardness. Guy hoped that Claude wasn't too bothered by the whole thing. Maybe it would be best if he warned Anise to tone it down a little with Claude, if he wasn't comfortable with it.

"She doesn't think she's too young, but for the most part you just have to brush off what she says. None of it is that serious." After all, it was Ion who Anise had really cared for in the end, wasn't it? And she'd never treated him quite the same as people like Luke or Peony or even himself.

The sudden request from Claude did take Guy by surprise for a moment or two, but he pushed past that, remembering their promise to each other. He didn't feel all that comfortable being put on the spot like this, but hopefully it would be okay. "Yeah, sure. What is it?"
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-29 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
It seemed clear that someone had put way too much thought into something that had really only been meant in good fun. Guy could only imagine what Anise would think if she knew what her playful message had done to Claude. It was almost amusing, except for the fact that it meant that he was now being asked personal questions.

Still, it was clear that his friend was very curious to know for one reason or another -- probably because a phobia like Guy's was so rare. It had caused him all sorts of inconveniences during his life, but for some reason this wasn't one that had come up much. Until now, anyway.

Guy leaned back in his seat, crossed his arms over his chest, and gave it a few seconds' thought. "Well, I guess in my case I always had something else on my mind, from taking care of Luke to working to stop Van. It didn't really leave me a lot of time to think about things like that."

Some of it also had to do with the fact that Guy had never lived normally after his family had died. He'd gone from being a noble who never wanted for anything to working in a manor as a servant and then eventually traveling with his best friend to essentially save the world. There hadn't been much time to think about settling down or anything like that.

"I guess I also realized that it'd probably be impossible, so I never let myself dwell on it too much," he continued. "It doesn't really bother me, though." Guy had always found a way to occupy himself even when he hadn't been opposing Van, so he'd never experienced any feelings of loneliness. It was kind of hard to, considering the friends that he had.
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-30 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Claude was really stuck on this whole thing, wasn't he? Guy didn't know why it interested him so much, but they had known each other for long enough and discussed such a wide variety of topics that he wasn't going to dwell on it too much. He didn't mind answering these questions when it was someone he trusted who was asking them.

"Well, yeah, I guess that happened a few times. Actually, Luke used to tease me because he said I would charm women only to turn them down..." He sighed and then laughed somewhat awkwardly. "It's not like I meant to do that! I just think that women should be treated with proper manners, but I guess they get the wrong idea sometimes..."

That didn't quite answer the question, though, did it? Guy realized he might sound kind of cold explaining how he handled all this, but hopefully Claude would be understanding. "But yeah, I even had to turn the maids down. Eventually they just took to teasing me."
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-31 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Claude brought up a good point about how it would be wrong to be with someone simply to avoid hurting their feelings. The one aspect that Guy hadn't really considered was if he would have been more interested in pursuing a relationship like that if he hadn't been burdened with his phobia. It was hard to know for sure when he'd had it for most of his life, but it was still an interesting thought. In the end, though, he knew it was better to not dwell on it. His friends meant the world to him and they were more than enough to make him happy.

He had figured that the line of questioning would end there, but Claude ended up coming out with one more. It was delivered with some trepidation, which meant that Claude realized that it might sound kind of weird.

Still, Guy could see why he was asking. If he didn't have any chance of being intimate with a woman, then that was the only other option, right? "Well, I wouldn't call it common," he said after a pause. If he just looked at this as another explanation about where he came from, then the question wasn't that difficult to answer. "At the same time, it's not like it never happens. I think that the Score generally predicts relationships between men and women, but it's possible that it's paired someone with his or her own gender before."

It wasn't something he'd heard of specifically, but with how many people structured their lives around the Score, Guy wouldn't be surprised if a match-up came about that way. "On the other hand, there are plenty of people on Auldrant who don't listen to the Score and make their own choices. With that in mind, it only makes sense that two men might end up together sometime." And it was admirable, in a way; people following their hearts rather than listening to words read off a tablet.
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[personal profile] nobleman 2011-08-31 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
It was hard to say whether or not people considered it a "big deal" back on Auldrant. It wasn't common enough for the majority of people to have opinions about it, though he hadn't seen any blatant prejudices being made either. It certainly got attention when it happened because it wasn't the norm, though Guy wouldn't say that the feelings about it were overly positive or negative. It likely differed from person to person.

He didn't see what the problem with it was, anyway. He could see how it might cause issues if it was in a royal family where an heir would be needed, but other than that...

Before he could think further on that, though, Claude spoke up again. It seemed like he was about to ask another question, but was then interrupted by the intercom signaling the end of the shift. Guy took one last quick bite of his hamburger and then shook his head in response to his friend's comment. "Don't worry about it, Claude. I know you're really curious about how things are on Auldrant, and I don't mind answering."

Other than that, they'd mainly covered everything that they could about the coming night. "I'll see you later, probably," he continued as he stood from his chair. "I hope you enjoy the rest of your day."