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Day 58: Lunch
Although it had been good to see his mom again, Claude entered the cafeteria with a dark expression on his face. He was glad she felt comfortable enough with him to share her experiences from last night, but that didn't make him any less angry at the military for using her to do their dirty work. Why couldn't those bastards clean up their own messes? Surely they had the resources for it.
Were they really going to have to fight someone else's war now?
His head buzzed with those sorts of questions as he moved through the room. Even so, with the help of his escort, Claude assembled a tray with a rather large hamburger, the appropriate condiments, and a cup of water. The cafeteria was still relatively empty, save for the soldiers on duty, so he took very little time in the line. It was probably just as well. He'd been so engrossed in his conversation with Rita during breakfast that he hadn't eaten much.
After finding an empty seat, Claude gingerly placed his tray and journal onto the table and sat down. As he lifted up his burger with his good hand, Claude couldn't help but think of Ashton for a moment. Where was he? He'd disappeared so long ago, and yet part of him worried the military had used him for something too.
Eyebrows furrowed, he took a bite and tried to focus on getting a decent meal in his stomach.
[For Guy!]
Were they really going to have to fight someone else's war now?
His head buzzed with those sorts of questions as he moved through the room. Even so, with the help of his escort, Claude assembled a tray with a rather large hamburger, the appropriate condiments, and a cup of water. The cafeteria was still relatively empty, save for the soldiers on duty, so he took very little time in the line. It was probably just as well. He'd been so engrossed in his conversation with Rita during breakfast that he hadn't eaten much.
After finding an empty seat, Claude gingerly placed his tray and journal onto the table and sat down. As he lifted up his burger with his good hand, Claude couldn't help but think of Ashton for a moment. Where was he? He'd disappeared so long ago, and yet part of him worried the military had used him for something too.
Eyebrows furrowed, he took a bite and tried to focus on getting a decent meal in his stomach.
[For Guy!]
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The mention of a soldier who would be actively speaking to patients was intriguing, although Guy didn't know if it was worth his time. Even if he was one of the highest ranked patients around here, chatting with the soldiers would probably just make him feel dirty. He wanted as little to do with them as possible.
Besides, as he walked into the cafeteria he immediately noticed Claude sitting on his own, and Guy figured that speaking to his friend was far more important than tracking down a soldier. With that in mind, he quickly got his food -- burgers today, huh? -- and went to go join his friend.
Claude's hand was wrapped up with a thick layer of bandages; that was the first thing Guy noticed as he took a seat. Chances were that his friend had even more wounds that weren't immediately obvious. He frowned at him for a second, his concern bleeding through. "Hey," he greeted. "How are you holding up?"
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"I'm okay!" he finally said with a grin. While he wasn't at his best, he didn't want to needlessly worry Guy, either. "I didn't break both hands, so it could be a lot worse." To demonstrate, he took a large bite of the burger clutched in his right one.
After chewing and swallowing, he set the food down, studying Guy for a moment. "What about you, though?" he asked, looking a bit more serious. "Are you okay? You know, after you had to..."
Claude trailed off, unsure of how he ought to finish the sentence. Guy didn't strike him as the overly-sensitive type, but he realized they hadn't really spoken much about his gynophobia since that night he'd told him about his dead family.
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"...I guess that's true," Guy replied when Claude made his point about his hand. He'd be in a seriously bad state if he couldn't use either hand. Guy remembered how inconvenient it had been when his arm was broken, though, so he knew that it had to be tougher than Claude was letting on. "And it isn't your dominant hand either, so that's something."
Guy grabbed for his own burger, taking a neat bite as he appreciated the fact that he was eating with another high-ranked patient. It took a lot of the pressure off when he didn't have to worry about his meal partner being jealous.
As expected, Claude asked after him, prompting Guy to quickly wave him off. "I'm fine, yeah! Like I said, I can work past the fear when it really matters. I can't even imagine how terrible I would have felt if my own hang-ups had led to Anise drowning..." It was something that could have happened far too easily, so he was relieved that his fear wasn't that crippling.
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When Guy explained that he was truly okay after what had happened with Anise, Claude blinked and then offered a relieved smile. "Oh. That's good, then." Considering how strong a swimmer Guy was, he'd been the best suited for saving Anise. When he looked back on how narrowly they all made it out of last night's fiasco, he was grateful Guy succeeded.
Claude glanced away a moment, dying to ask questions, but unsure of how forward he could be about it. "So, your fear goes away when someone is in danger," he slowly said in an effort to understand the situation. "At that point, gender doesn't matter anymore. You're more concerned about the fact someone needs help. Is that it?"
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"Basically, yeah," Guy replied after a pause. "If someone is in possibly fatal danger, then I forget all about that sort of thing and just do what has to be done. Actually, it happened with Anise once before. She almost fell off a cliff." That had been a pretty scary situation too, but at least in that instance she hadn't been in danger of drowning. There had also been the time that he'd carried that girl in his arms down the streets of Grand Chokmah, but he figured one example was enough to get the point across.
"How did you kill that huge monster, anyway?" Guy had seen the aftermath of the fight, the dead serpent and Claude's injuries, but he still didn't know how his friend's hand had actually gotten broken or what sort of trick he'd used to take down something so much bigger than him.
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"Wow," Claude responded, impressed. Then, realizing how that sounded, he quickly added, "I mean, not that it's all that surprising. You're the kind of person who'd put others' safety first. From what you've said, it sounds like you have a strong instinct to protect others."
As for his own side of the story, Claude gave a small shrug. "Dumb luck, I guess," he answered before taking a small sip of his water. "It couldn't see straight at first, so it missed while making its initial strike. I knew I couldn't count on that happening twice. That's why I jumped up onto its head and held on for dear life. Eventually, I swung down in front of its throat, and it bit down on this." He held up his bandaged hand for Guy to see.
"It hit me with these poisonous spike things while trying to knock me off," he continued, doing his best to give an account of what happened without going into too many details. "I stuck my sword into it to keep myself from falling down, and I wound up killing it in the process." Because it had happened so fast, his memory was a bit fuzzy, but that was the best summary he could give.
"I guess I managed to find my way to dry ground, and then that must have been around the time I met up with you two," Claude said as he rubbed his chin in thought. "I was really glad to see Anise was okay."
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Honestly, everything he did now -- watching over his friends the way he did -- felt like he was making up for that.
He chose not to comment on any of that, focusing instead on Claude's description of his fight with the serpent. Guy really hadn't expected to hear that his friend had jumped onto its head and then stabbed it in the throat on his way down. Not that Claude hadn't gotten out of it unscathed; on top of the broken hand, it sounded like he'd been poisoned too. It was good thing that the night ending tended to fix that sort of thing. Still, this was the second time Guy knew of that Claude had been poisoned here. What kind of horrible luck was that?
Of course, the thing that stood out the most was how Claude described it all so casually, as if it wasn't a huge deal and he hadn't almost lost his life in the process. "Man," Guy responded, blinking at his friend a few times. "That's really impressive, Claude. Anise and I owe you for keeping it distracted for so long. And we're really lucky that that poison wasn't the fast moving kind."
They had dodged a lot of bullets last night, which was why Guy was willing to accept the injuries they'd received (or rather, that Claude had received) as getting off easy.
"Anyway, I guess we need to decide what to do tonight, huh? Did you want to rest before we took another shot at it?" Guy certainly wouldn't mind taking it easy tonight. Claude was going to have a hard time accomplishing much with his hand broken and he knew that going back there was just going to throw more life or death situations at them. Besides, he could use the night off to work on making a sheath for his sword, so it wasn't like it would be a complete waste.
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Last night could have turned out so much worse, and yet they'd managed to pull through together. He hoped that was a testament of their ability to handle whatever the basement threw at them in the future.
Speaking of which....they needed to decide what to do tonight, didn't they? When Guy posed his question, Claude paused, glancing down at his bandages. On one hand, Claude didn't want to think they needed to take a break just because of his injury. On the other, they'd probably be pretty reckless to charge back down there again so soon after nearly losing their lives.
"I've still got my gun, so I can use that to provide backup if you want to give things another go tonight," Claude answered with a serious expression. "Don't feel like you need to slow down on my account." Pausing, he averted his gaze toward his tray. "At least, that's what I want to say, but..."
Would he be placing his friends in unnecessary danger by doing that?
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Anise's words of thanks had been... interesting. He'd realized that he would never hear the end of it after what he'd been forced to do to save the girl's life, but at least he knew that Anise meant it all as a compliment.
While Guy could accept the point that Claude was making about still having a gun to rely on, he already knew that it was only useful in certain situations. It hadn't done all that much against that brainwashed patient that had attacked then on the recreational field, for instance. In his opinion, a sword was much more reliable. Besides, it wasn't just weapon use that was the problem. Claude might need his hand for all sorts of other things, like climbing.
"... Yeah, we might be best off at least giving you a night to heal. And maybe you could even find someone to speed that up." Tear and Natalia were always options, of course. "Though I guess we also need to figure out what to do with those bracelets that the ferryman gave us." It was possible that they were completely useless and the whole thing had been some sort of trick, but Guy hoped that wasn't the case.
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Either way, Guy seemed to think it was better if Claude stayed in for the night. While Claude could have been stubborn about it and insisted on going, he knew he wasn't going to do anyone any favors by being unreasonable. But maybe Rita had a point about using his arm for heraldry practice. If he looked at it that way, he wasn't so sure if he wanted to immediately find a trained healer.
But before he could mention that, Guy brought up the bracelets as well. "They'll probably be in at least one of our boxes tonight," Claude said. "We probably won't know what to do with them until we're ready to go back down there."
Since the strange skeleton had given those items to them, he imagined they weren't going to be of much use to them in other portions of the building. Besides, they didn't need to play with them much if they wanted to take it easy tonight, too.
"In other words, if we're going to stay in, let's save figuring out the bracelets for another night," he clarified. "Is that okay with you?"
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"That's fine with me," he quickly replied, nodding his head as he ate a few more fries. They were really quite good when dipped in the ketchup.
"I guess we have to run all of this by Anise too, though." It was going to be embarrassing to interact with the girl after the mouth-to-mouth he'd performed last night -- or rather, her reaction to it. Guy's main concern was that she'd take his ability to handle her during that situation as a sign that he was over his phobia completely, when he already knew that that wasn't the case.
That was something he could worry about later, though. "Anyway, if we do end up staying in I guess I'll try and see if I can get working on that sheath. I'm going to at least need a sturdy needle and thread, though..." Would his high rank allow him to take those items back to his room? There was no harm in trying, at least.
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As Guy talked about working on his sheath, Claude took another bite of his burger and thought over what he could do for supplies.
"Since you're an S-ranked person, and you don't ever get in trouble with the guards, you might be able to get away with asking someone," he pointed out. "You should have access to the arts and crafts room anytime, so actually finding the stuff shouldn't be any problem, at least."
Not for the first time, he wished he'd had the foresight to buy supplies of his own -- or, at the very least, some kind of backpack to keep things in at night. But he'd been awfully distracted that entire trip, so it was probably no surprise. At least he'd bought some other things. Still, if they got an allowance during their next trip, Claude knew he would need to make a better list of items.
But there wasn't any use in focusing on that, especially when it was still so early in the week. Besides, there was something else on Claude's mind.
"By the way," he slowly said, "I couldn't help but notice Anise's message on the board -- you know, about marriage and all that. Does she...normally talk like that when someone helps her?"
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It seemed that Claude was thinking along the same lines as he was when it came to getting the supplies. Guy had never been sedated during his time here. He'd gotten close during his confrontations with Sync, but he was pretty sure he was considered well-behaved by the staff. Maybe after lunch he could head into the Arts and Crafts room and see what he could do. "I'll give it a shot," he agreed with a brief smile.
The question that Claude asked him next was somewhat unexpected, and Guy couldn't stop his cheeks from reddening as he thought back to Anise's message. She'd tried to demand a proposal out of him and probably out of Claude as well, which was -- well, it probably came off as really strange if you weren't used to Anise.
He rubbed at the back of his neck as he tried to explain. "Well, that's kind of just how Anise is. She's always keeping an eye out for potential suitors. If she considers someone a gentleman -- and more than that, if they have a lot of money -- then she'd bound to act that way toward them. It's all in good fun, though." Guy knew that most of it was just an act so he was able to brush it off a lot easier, especially since he'd known the girl for years. It was likely something Claude was going to have to get used to himself, now.
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Either way, Guy sounded like he was going to give getting those supplies a try. Claude hoped he was successful. Maybe he could use Guy's experiences as a way to determine how to go about making one of his own. "Good luck," he told him. "You'll have to let me know how that goes."
Claude would have offered to accompany him, but Guy didn't necessarily need any help, and he figured it would look more suspicious if he was hanging around anyway.
His question about Anise apparently caught him off guard, if the way Guy's face reddened was anything to go by. Claude never thought he'd see Guy blush. When his friend took the time to explain, though, he carefully listened as he took a sip of his water. He'd already known that Anise was interested in men with money, but he still hadn't expected to see a letter like that posted in plain view!
"O-oh, that's why," he said with a relieved laugh once Guy had finished. "I'd never heard her go on like that, so I wasn't sure what to think at first. She seems kind of young for marriage." Although he'd once mentioned that people like Peony and Luke were more up Anise's alley, Guy was technically a noble serving under Malkuth's Emperor, right? He probably more than met Anise's criteria for a good match.
Pausing, he regarded Guy with a curious expression for a moment. "Um, can I...ask you a personal question?"
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"Of course I'll let you know," he replied with a small smile. Claude was going to know purely by seeing him with a sheath at some point, right? That was only if everything went as planned, of course. Guy wished that he'd figured out a place that he could have gotten some sewing supplies from in town. Maybe Anise would know something about it. It was something he could ask her tonight if they ended up spending time together.
Then again, maybe he wanted to avoid that if her bulletin note had really caused all this awkwardness. Guy hoped that Claude wasn't too bothered by the whole thing. Maybe it would be best if he warned Anise to tone it down a little with Claude, if he wasn't comfortable with it.
"She doesn't think she's too young, but for the most part you just have to brush off what she says. None of it is that serious." After all, it was Ion who Anise had really cared for in the end, wasn't it? And she'd never treated him quite the same as people like Luke or Peony or even himself.
The sudden request from Claude did take Guy by surprise for a moment or two, but he pushed past that, remembering their promise to each other. He didn't feel all that comfortable being put on the spot like this, but hopefully it would be okay. "Yeah, sure. What is it?"
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"All right, I think I understand now," he said before taking another bite of his burger. Some of the lettuce fell onto the tray as he did so. After chewing some, he swallowed his food and added, "Thanks for clearing that up."
While his other question was quite sudden, Guy was being a good sport about it. This probably wasn't any of his business, but he couldn't help but notice the way Guy had told Anise that Claude would be better-suited for marriage. Besides, this wasn't the first time Claude had thought about it. In the end, he couldn't help himself from asking.
"Uh, well...how should I put this...?" Maybe it would be better to just come out with it. "Has your phobia influenced your thoughts on marriage? I mean, have you ever thought about settling down with someone someday?"
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Still, it was clear that his friend was very curious to know for one reason or another -- probably because a phobia like Guy's was so rare. It had caused him all sorts of inconveniences during his life, but for some reason this wasn't one that had come up much. Until now, anyway.
Guy leaned back in his seat, crossed his arms over his chest, and gave it a few seconds' thought. "Well, I guess in my case I always had something else on my mind, from taking care of Luke to working to stop Van. It didn't really leave me a lot of time to think about things like that."
Some of it also had to do with the fact that Guy had never lived normally after his family had died. He'd gone from being a noble who never wanted for anything to working in a manor as a servant and then eventually traveling with his best friend to essentially save the world. There hadn't been much time to think about settling down or anything like that.
"I guess I also realized that it'd probably be impossible, so I never let myself dwell on it too much," he continued. "It doesn't really bother me, though." Guy had always found a way to occupy himself even when he hadn't been opposing Van, so he'd never experienced any feelings of loneliness. It was kind of hard to, considering the friends that he had.
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"That makes sense," he said with a nod. "You've always had a lot on your plate. I guess you wouldn't want to make things more complicated than they needed to be, huh..." Bachelorhood was good in its own way, after all.
Still, he found it hard to believe that the issue just never came up at all. "What did the maids in Luke's manor think of you, though?" he asked, unable to help himself. "Some of them must have tried asking you out, right? Did you just turn them all down?"
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"Well, yeah, I guess that happened a few times. Actually, Luke used to tease me because he said I would charm women only to turn them down..." He sighed and then laughed somewhat awkwardly. "It's not like I meant to do that! I just think that women should be treated with proper manners, but I guess they get the wrong idea sometimes..."
That didn't quite answer the question, though, did it? Guy realized he might sound kind of cold explaining how he handled all this, but hopefully Claude would be understanding. "But yeah, I even had to turn the maids down. Eventually they just took to teasing me."
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"Well, I can understand what women would see in you," Claude remarked with small smile. "You're just being yourself, and it's not like you can agree to go out with someone just to spare their feelings." In the end, that was pretty insulting in of itself, wasn't it?
While it was kind of sad that Guy had become the butt of other people's jokes, especially considering the reason behind the gynophobia, Claude realized that most people back at the manor probably hadn't known of his fear's origins. They'd likely thought they were just having a little fun (albeit at his expense).
There was something else Claude wondered, though. It probably wasn't a good idea to ask, but they were already on the topic, and he thought he knew Guy well enough to trust that he wouldn't get overly upset with him. (Besides, if it caused a problem, he could just play the silly spaceman card and move onto something else.) After a brief pause, he tried to look at Guy with the most unassuming expression possible. "So, um...do...men ever date other men on Auldrant?"
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He had figured that the line of questioning would end there, but Claude ended up coming out with one more. It was delivered with some trepidation, which meant that Claude realized that it might sound kind of weird.
Still, Guy could see why he was asking. If he didn't have any chance of being intimate with a woman, then that was the only other option, right? "Well, I wouldn't call it common," he said after a pause. If he just looked at this as another explanation about where he came from, then the question wasn't that difficult to answer. "At the same time, it's not like it never happens. I think that the Score generally predicts relationships between men and women, but it's possible that it's paired someone with his or her own gender before."
It wasn't something he'd heard of specifically, but with how many people structured their lives around the Score, Guy wouldn't be surprised if a match-up came about that way. "On the other hand, there are plenty of people on Auldrant who don't listen to the Score and make their own choices. With that in mind, it only makes sense that two men might end up together sometime." And it was admirable, in a way; people following their hearts rather than listening to words read off a tablet.
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"I...see," he answered after a brief pause. "So, not all that common, but not unheard of, either." Claude looked thoughtful for a moment as he considered his own home. "Where I'm from, it happens, but no one really considers it such a big deal," he added with a small shrug. Several centuries prior it was a bit more taboo, but the Earthlings of SD 366 just didn't care about those kinds of things anymore. Of course, not all planets in the Federation were alike, and attitudes could vary among races.
Still, he couldn't quite let that other stuff pass without comment. "But, Guy, when you said 'Score', what--?"
At that moment, the intercom sounded, and Claude could see some of the soldiers begin to escort their charges from the cafeteria. They'd have to continue their conversation another time. Wearing a sheepish expression, Claude turned to look back at Guy. "Oops, looks I spent most of lunch asking you a bunch of strange questions. Thanks for taking the time to answer them. Since I've never been to your planet before, you and your friends are the only way I can learn about your culture."
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He didn't see what the problem with it was, anyway. He could see how it might cause issues if it was in a royal family where an heir would be needed, but other than that...
Before he could think further on that, though, Claude spoke up again. It seemed like he was about to ask another question, but was then interrupted by the intercom signaling the end of the shift. Guy took one last quick bite of his hamburger and then shook his head in response to his friend's comment. "Don't worry about it, Claude. I know you're really curious about how things are on Auldrant, and I don't mind answering."
Other than that, they'd mainly covered everything that they could about the coming night. "I'll see you later, probably," he continued as he stood from his chair. "I hope you enjoy the rest of your day."