http://hes-deadjim.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] hes-deadjim.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] damned_institute2010-02-22 11:13 pm
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Night 47: Pharmacy

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McCoy stumbled in several feet but managed to stop himself from unceremoniously ending up on the floor. Spock, of course, didn't. Even though the door had dumped them in suddenly, why was it that he was the one that nearly ended up on his face? He glowered at the Vulcan, then straightened and took stock of the room.

There were a sizable number of circular shelves, occupied with boxes, and further off, what looked like an ancient computer.

He couldn't see too much more than that: even as he stepped into the room, the flashlight could only penetrate so far. The shelves were tall, and, McCoy noted, didn't look like they could stand a single buckle or toss of a ship. It would never fly on the Enterprise: with the way Jim put the ship through her paces during red alerts, things had a tendency to go sailing across the room, people included. He learned early on that making sure everything was properly secured as an extra safety precaution. He wasn't nearly as used to seeing things left unsecured after so long in space. He could just imagine what would happen to the room with just one good toss.

McCoy mentally shook his head. It was an accident waiting to happen. He stepped further inside.

[identity profile] dual-worlds.livejournal.com 2010-02-24 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
The first officer glanced toward McCoy, but made no comment as the doctor regained his bearings. If Spock had retained his full strength, then such measures would not have been necessary. McCoy's specialty obviously did not involve exerting physical force in any sort of situation, yet Spock was uncertain was to whether he would have succeeded in breaking the door alone. Regardless, although forcefully opening the door was not the ideal method of entering the room, it appeared they had managed to successfully enter without drawing any unwanted attention -- at least, for the time being. Spock gently nudged the door to where it was only partially opened, believing it unwise to leave them completely exposed from the back, but unwilling to close off their only known means of escape.

With that finished, Spock clicked on his light, allowing another beam to enhance their ability to see. Several circular shelves were positioned throughout the room, each carrying an array of white boxes. If this was indeed the pharmacy, then it was likely medicine. Since the shelves were so tall, however, Spock realized they would need to carefully navigate the room while searching for supplies.

"We should not allow ourselves to become separated," Spock quietly said as he moved toward the doctor.

[identity profile] dual-worlds.livejournal.com 2010-02-24 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
The comment was uncalled for, particularly given the circumstances. Whether he was concerned or not had little bearing on the fact that they were putting themselves at risk by wandering amid these shelves, in a room where they had a limited perspective of the area around them. McCoy's tone, as well as the manner in which he stubbornly put more distance between them despite the Vulcan's directions, suggested he was upset. Though Spock could think of a few possibilities as to why he would exhibit such behavior, it was difficult to know for certain without asking.

Intent on putting their safety first, Spock followed after McCoy, closing the gap between them. "You speak as though you are dissatisfied with either my conduct regarding the combat situation outside, or my explanation of the incident involving Mr. Chekov this morning," he quietly spoke. If he harbored some sort of criticism regarding such issues, then Spock wished for McCoy voice them now, rather than allow him to behave in such an irrational way for the rest of the night.

He was not closed to the idea of gaining an alternative perspective to his methods by any means, but that did not mean he was going to tolerate actions that seemed contrary merely for the sake of being contrary.

That was not to say that Spock had lost sight of their main purpose for their investigation, however. As he addressed McCoy, he took to scanning some of the contents of the shelves. He imagined many of these medicines reflected primitive 21st century Earth medicine, and he trusted Dr. McCoy to know which varieties would suit their needs.

[identity profile] dual-worlds.livejournal.com 2010-02-25 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, dissatisfied did seem to be somewhat inaccurate in this case. The manner in which McCoy had stared at him, with hard eyes and furrowed eyebrows, demonstrated that he was indeed upset. It was not the first time anyone had reacted in such a way toward him, and Spock knew it would not be the last. While the Vulcan saw no reason not to take a moment to discuss the issue, he knew it was possible they would need to agree to disagree until they could have a more in-depth conversation during daylight hours.

McCoy did indeed raise valid points regarding the fact that they did not know the creature's capabilities, nor the patients' odds of successfully escaping if they chose to take such a course of action. Naturally, however, there were two sides to every equation. "Nor do you know anymore than I do that we would have been successful in providing assistance," Spock promptly replied. "With every possible factor that could go wrong in leaving them to escape, there is that much of a possibility that we would have found ourselves in great danger if we had helped. With our scant equipment and supplies, Doctor, how do you propose we should have gone about intervening?"

Surely McCoy had noticed their blade. Such a weapon appeared to have been more suitable for the creature they were fighting. A single piece of sporting equipment and two flashlights would have likely caused more harm than good if they had chosen to become involved.

As for the matter involving Chekov, Spock had already made it clear that it was in the Captain's hands. It was not his place to pursue the issue further unless he: 1) witnessed another immediate problem, or 2) Kirk thought it was necessary. The science officer was about to explain as much, but he had not anticipated McCoy's last statement. He regarded the man with a faintly puzzled expression. While it was true that it was difficult to predict certain behavior with 100 percent accuracy, it was peculiar that McCoy would insist that he ought to be intimately familiar with such a concept.

"I do not understand what you are attempting to insinuate," he said in an even tone.

[identity profile] dual-worlds.livejournal.com 2010-02-25 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
He was assuming the patients had wanted to escape in the first place. They had not appeared as thought they had been caught unawares. Perhaps if they had been actively attempting to flee, Spock would have been more willing to step in. Seeing as they hadn't, however, he had made the decision to continue their course to the pharmacy.

Still, there were some misconceptions regarding his line of reasoning that Spock believed needed to be corrected.

"My personal safety was not my primary concern," Spock said, his tone suddenly growing rather frigid. "As an officer of Starfleet, one of my duties is to protect life. To protect life and to recklessly throw oneself into a perilous situation, without considering the full consequences, are not one in the same. Furthermore, not only is it my responsibility to make certain we obtain enough supplies to effectively fulfill such duties in the future, it is also my obligation to ensure our Chief Medical Officer, who is currently unarmed, remains alive and unharmed."

It went without saying that without their Chief Medical Officer, they, including other patients who may become injured in the future, would be at a severe disadvantage. Spock believed McCoy was incorrect in claiming that his motivations in staying away from the fight were selfish.

He listened to the doctor's explanation of his earlier statement, though as the man spoke, Spock's gaze drifted toward the bottle of medicine in McCoy's hand. He was familiar with a different chain of events that demonstrated the reasons why Kirk had been promoted to Captain and he had not. Spock was not resentful of this, as the fact remained that command was merely a void to be filled, not something one should seek after for the sake of ego or power. It had been under Kirk's leadership that they had saved the Federation. In all likelihood, his own strategy to rendezvous with the rest of the fleet in the Laurentian system would not have ended well.

"I believe I have said this before, but I shall remind you again," he said as he suddenly made eye contact with McCoy, his gaze unwavering and perhaps even more stoic than usual. "I am not the Spock from your universe. In fact, you should know that it was originally myself who was appointed captain of the Enterprise, with Captain Kirk as my First Officer."

Spock's mouth faintly pressed into a thin line as dark eyes swept over toward the shelf in front of him.

"I have held command before."

And he was certainly aware of his own short-comings.

[identity profile] dual-worlds.livejournal.com 2010-02-25 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
The situation would have been different if they were both armed, if they had larger numbers on their side, or if they had actually witnessed a patient sustain brutal injuries. But reality had not encompassed any of those things, which was why they were currently looking for supplies in the pharmacy. McCoy was also failing to consider that he did not have as much experience with the facility as himself, and thus was not in any position to make judgments regarding what was worth the risk, and what wasn't.

"Although you may have lived more years than myself, the fact remains that you are unarmed and indispensable, and I outrank you," Spock replied simply. "Furthermore, it is worth noting that those who control our environment have the power to destroy our lives within a matter of moments. There are a variety of factors concerning this institute that you are not aware of, which is precisely why it is dangerous for you to involve yourself in conflicts when you are not properly equipped."

There was a certain touch of irony to McCoy's words regarding his "mistakes" -- what would he think, Spock wondered, if he knew the reasons behind his losing command? Emotionally compromised: somehow, that very phrase did not quite suit someone who lost two men due to an unwavering reliance on logic, and a plan that did not take into account an irrational reaction from their enemies. It had been Spock's own irrational behavior, provoked by Kirk in front of the bridge crew, that had ultimately been his undoing. Though the entire episode was something Spock was inclined to put behind him now that the Nero crisis was settled, it didn't change that it had happened.

It was also proof to Spock that this McCoy did not know him as well as he believed he did.

"I suspect the situation then was quite different from what we are facing now," Spock answered just as quietly as he turned away, presumably to shine his light onto the darker reaches of the room. "Your comments have been noted, however. If you have further complaints, you are certainly free to speak with the Captain."
Edited 2010-02-25 21:04 (UTC)

[identity profile] dual-worlds.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
His words had silenced McCoy, but the tension between them indicated he was still upset. Spock didn't believe that there was anything else he could say to alleviate the doctor's concerns; consequently, he chose not to elaborate on the issue. Though the Vulcan was certainly open to receiving input from his subordinates, this was neither the time nor the place to have a debate over whether McCoy needed Spock to serve as his "chaperone". The institute was possibly more dangerous than either of them could imagine, least of all McCoy, who had not witnessed the horrid spectacle of Spock's death a few nights ago. For now, he believed he was making the correct decision by carrying on with their mission without stopping to interfere in the conflict behind them.

Regardless, it appeared they were able to focus on the task at hand now that they were no longer arguing over their current plans. When McCoy offered his suggestion, the First Officer gave a simple nod and replied, "Very well." Satisfied that they were in no immediate danger, he turned toward the shelf in front of him and began running his flashlight beam along the labels. Analgesics and antimicrobial drugs were likely easy to locate, although Spock doubted they would find anything more advanced than 21st century medicine. With two of them focusing on different areas of the room, however, they would likely acquire a fair amount of supplies.

After a few minutes of investigating, Spock located a bottle labeled as penicillin and lifted it from the shelf. Having brought along an empty pillow case for the express purpose of carrying their supplies, he dropped two inside and slowly began making his way toward the next shelf. Because injuries seemed to heal at an accelerated rate, Spock believed it would probably be best to locate more analgesics. In all likelihood, such medicines would be useful for those who wished to engage in nighttime investigations, but were still troubled by injuries that were not completely healed.

Not that he would be among those patients, of course, but few people had the same tolerance for pain as Vulcans.

After a long stretch of silence, Spock located another bottle -- this time, it was labeled "tylenol". As he read the label, he quietly spoke. "When we are finished collecting what we need from this area, it may be wise to assess the situation outside and reevaluate our strategy if necessary."

[identity profile] dual-worlds.livejournal.com 2010-03-01 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
He couldn't see McCoy from where he was, which made Spock remain all the more alert. Under normal circumstances, even the subtlest movements through the room alone would have been enough to pinpoint his location. Unfortunately, however, it appeared his hearing had been hampered along with his strength, which was why Spock largely had to depend on his voice in order to gauge his position among the shelves.

Consequently, the change in tone wasn't lost on Spock, nor was the forced show of respect. In all honesty, he wasn't overly concerned with whether each statement to him was punctuated with "sir", particularly when dire circumstances didn't always allow the time for such formalities. On the other hand, much of McCoy's behavior since they had entered the pharmacy was borderline disrespectful. Certainly, it was true that McCoy was technically not from the Enterprise as Spock knew it, which would possibly account for the overly familiar way in which he argued with him even when they were in unfamiliar territory. That was not to say he never engaged in similar conversation with his own Chief Medical Officer, of course. Yet the key difference here was that the McCoy he knew had waited until after he had ejected Kirk from the ship to challenge him, and that had only been after Spock had approached him first to acknowledge his difficulties throughout the matter.

Perhaps over time they would reach some sort of understanding; however, their finding the means to return to their respective times and places before such a development became necessary was obviously ideal.

"I cannot say for certain until we assess whether the situation has changed," Spock evenly replied. There were too many unknown variables to give an accurate statistical analysis of what was waiting for them once they were finished collecting medicine. Any guesses he gave would merely be that -- guesses, which were useless to them at that moment.

"How many bottles of medicine do you suggest we remove, Doctor?" he added after a moment. Considering how many doses each bottle contained, Spock doubted they needed to be here much longer. Still, he imagined the CMO would have a realistic idea of what he required, and he trusted his medical expertise.

[identity profile] dual-worlds.livejournal.com 2010-03-08 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
As McCoy spoke, Spock continued to skim over the medicine labels. He, too, had noticed there was little in the way of first aid supplies. Considering the fact this facility posed as a hospital during the day, however, it seemed likely that they would be able to find items to use for injuries if they looked long enough. The main issue was whether they could succeed in doing so before their time ran out.

"If we are going to attempt to search for more supplies, Doctor, I believe it is necessary for us to leave the pharmacy now," he spoke up as he dropped a few more bottles of medicine into his pillowcase. "It appears we have attained a sufficient variety of medicines."

It would have been ideal if the commotion outside had dwindled, though there was no use in planning a strategy around a convenient assumption. For now, they would have to decide their future course of action once they had a better grasp on the present situation.

Possessions in order, Spock made his way over to the pharmacy's exit and patiently waited for Dr. McCoy. Once it appeared he was ready to follow, he turned and led the way out into the hall.

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