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Day 44: breakfast
Yuffie had died.
No, really. Seriously. She had actually died. Bleeding all over the place, making a horrid, sticky mess and scaring the hell out of Suzaku; she remembered it clearly. Kind of. Sort of. Through the blood loss, the pain, and the visions. Through Aerith's voice whispering in her ear, Cloud's stricken eyes, and her own panic. As bad nights went, it had been Bad, capital B and all the trimmings, and oh, god. She sat, trembling on the edge of her bed, eyes closed and hands pressed hard over her racing heart. The by-play between Landel—Landel!—and Lydia barely even sunk in. There was nothing in the whole world, any world, that could prepare you for something like…
Had it all been some kind of hallucination?
Had she imagined the whole thing?
No… She didn't think so. Nightmarish or not, Yuffie knew reality. But if it had been real, how was she alive now? That kind of pain wasn't something you could just cook up, was it? She thought about it all the way to the cafeteria, drifting behind her nurse without focus or intent. Maybe if she tried to stay clinical, tried to step back… But she'd never been good at that when things got personal. And every time she closed her eyes or blinked, she swore that the scenes played back to her, like an overused commercial on a crappy channel on a crappy TV, in a run-down dump of an inn that smelled like mothballs and yesterday's breakfast.
The scent of blood and damp, rotted wood clogged her nose. Disgusted, Yuffie shoved her bowl of cereal—handed to her by a clucking Plucky—off to the side so that she could melt into her chair, palm heels scrubbing against her eyes. Too much. This was… Too much. She couldn't even paste a plastic smile on her face to make herself feel better. Her usual shield, the white noise of inane babble that could filter out almost any crisis, was in tatters all around her. Five minutes, she gave herself.
Five minutes (not) to think, five minutes to get her act together, because there was no way she could let herself shatter here. No way…
[Closed to Sheena]
No, really. Seriously. She had actually died. Bleeding all over the place, making a horrid, sticky mess and scaring the hell out of Suzaku; she remembered it clearly. Kind of. Sort of. Through the blood loss, the pain, and the visions. Through Aerith's voice whispering in her ear, Cloud's stricken eyes, and her own panic. As bad nights went, it had been Bad, capital B and all the trimmings, and oh, god. She sat, trembling on the edge of her bed, eyes closed and hands pressed hard over her racing heart. The by-play between Landel—Landel!—and Lydia barely even sunk in. There was nothing in the whole world, any world, that could prepare you for something like…
Had it all been some kind of hallucination?
Had she imagined the whole thing?
No… She didn't think so. Nightmarish or not, Yuffie knew reality. But if it had been real, how was she alive now? That kind of pain wasn't something you could just cook up, was it? She thought about it all the way to the cafeteria, drifting behind her nurse without focus or intent. Maybe if she tried to stay clinical, tried to step back… But she'd never been good at that when things got personal. And every time she closed her eyes or blinked, she swore that the scenes played back to her, like an overused commercial on a crappy channel on a crappy TV, in a run-down dump of an inn that smelled like mothballs and yesterday's breakfast.
The scent of blood and damp, rotted wood clogged her nose. Disgusted, Yuffie shoved her bowl of cereal—handed to her by a clucking Plucky—off to the side so that she could melt into her chair, palm heels scrubbing against her eyes. Too much. This was… Too much. She couldn't even paste a plastic smile on her face to make herself feel better. Her usual shield, the white noise of inane babble that could filter out almost any crisis, was in tatters all around her. Five minutes, she gave herself.
Five minutes (not) to think, five minutes to get her act together, because there was no way she could let herself shatter here. No way…
[Closed to Sheena]
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"She had to have left since she found me and we holed up for the rest of the night." But why did he not know Hokuto had left?
"You get drunk? That why you don't remember her leaving?" Her girl had to have gotten the rum from somewhere.
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"And I certainly didn't get drunk," Porky said, a look of disgust on his face, "Can't stand the stuff. I think she left after the crows attack. I was getting pecked at a lot, so I can't really remember it too well."
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"Good," she said, running her hands through her hair. The motion caused her sleeves to ride up, revealing the fading evidence of her own bite mark on her upper arm. "Sorry 'bout that. Kind of... on edge. And shit."
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"And you ought to calm down a little, eh?" Porky said, "Nothing good ever comes from worrying. I doubt that Hokuto'll get into any serious trouble. Not with you hanging around with her, at least. You make it sound like you could take out a tank barehanded!"
Porky snickered a little. It was pretty obvious who wore the pants in Hokuto and Alita's relationship.
"Anyway, just take a chill pill, 'kay?" Porky said, grinning, "No point in getting all riled up over nothing."
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"What the fuck is a tank?" She cocked her head, looking confused. "And a 'chill pill'? I don't need to eat something to lower my body temperature."
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"What I'm trying to say, Alita," Porky said eventually, "Is that you're tough. Tough enough to protect Hokuto. You shouldn't worry so much about her getting into trouble. And 'take a chill pill' just means calm down."
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She then smirked. "And yeah, I can rip one of those apart. So, if take a chill pill means to calm down, why say that instead of just calm down?" Slang of this type was lost on Falis. Now insults... those she got.
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"As for the slang," Porky began, "Sometimes a phrase like that just gets so common that it's almost stranger to say 'calm down' instead 'take a chill pill.' I dunno why. It just kinda happens, I guess."
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Too bad it all didn't stay sealed away.