"Of course not. But I have been making a lot of mistakes." Admittedly Ritsuka didn't always see them as such, but still. He made Ritsuka angry and unhappy and... it could so easily be stopped. If only...
Soubi shook his head. "He's still learning. He...doesn't understand." Soubi had tried to persuade the boy that punishment was a good thing, even pleasurable. He'd let Kio whine on about Seimei. He'd tried everything but a direct approach to explaining things to Ritsuka.
"They have a music room," Soubi suggested, almost eagerly. He hadn't visited it himself and doubted there'd be a Sitar of all things, but perhaps there was something close enough?
Such a poor lonely soul. Soubi's sad expression returned. He knew that feeling. That sudden shock of loneliness having been abandoned. That willingness to follow, to do ANYTHING to just... be with that person.
"Perhaps somebody better will come along..."
Soubi shook his head. "Ritsuka is coming. I must stay awake. But I...took my medication as he'd ordered." Despite his fear that he'd wake up on the Doctor's table again, or that something terrible would happen to Ritsuka. But he'd been almost passing out from pain beforehand. Now it was the drugs and willpower that kept him going. It just couldn't stop his mind from sliding about...
Re: M76 [Demyx]
Soubi shook his head. "He's still learning. He...doesn't understand." Soubi had tried to persuade the boy that punishment was a good thing, even pleasurable. He'd let Kio whine on about Seimei. He'd tried everything but a direct approach to explaining things to Ritsuka.
"They have a music room," Soubi suggested, almost eagerly. He hadn't visited it himself and doubted there'd be a Sitar of all things, but perhaps there was something close enough?
Such a poor lonely soul. Soubi's sad expression returned. He knew that feeling. That sudden shock of loneliness having been abandoned. That willingness to follow, to do ANYTHING to just... be with that person.
"Perhaps somebody better will come along..."
Soubi shook his head. "Ritsuka is coming. I must stay awake. But I...took my medication as he'd ordered." Despite his fear that he'd wake up on the Doctor's table again, or that something terrible would happen to Ritsuka. But he'd been almost passing out from pain beforehand. Now it was the drugs and willpower that kept him going. It just couldn't stop his mind from sliding about...