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Day 36: Music Room
The nurses came and took Takaya away. For a visitor? Tony heard that as the other boy was led away, but he didn't react. Usually, when he heard something, he wasn't supposed to hear it, and it was just a good idea to pretend he hadn't. Though he wondered if he should check on Takaya later if he found a way to do it.
He returned his attention back to the recorder in his hands. Now with no "student" to teach, he could play the melodies from his head again. This one was a bit more exuberant, a bit more expressive of the hope he felt that life was more than this, more than the city where he'd grown up. Tony had dreams that weren't crushed. His music said all this.
(for Frey!)
He returned his attention back to the recorder in his hands. Now with no "student" to teach, he could play the melodies from his head again. This one was a bit more exuberant, a bit more expressive of the hope he felt that life was more than this, more than the city where he'd grown up. Tony had dreams that weren't crushed. His music said all this.
(for Frey!)
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"Music is important to me." That was still true. It still comforted him and let him speak to the world in ways that words would never do.
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Even though he'd been very unhappy in those places, Tony was incapable of putting the complete and utter contempt he felt for those places. He didn't understand why he hated them so much, but he knew he did. That feeling warred with the optimism and hope that had kept him and Tia alive all those desolate years. Besides, Granny had always warned them that if you didn't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all.
"Can you tell me more?" He could almost see the places Freyjadour was describing.
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And suddenly, far too soon, the nurses were back, ushering people away, bringing new people in, but Rainier declined the offer to be moved elsewhere. He liked being surrounded by music and perhaps he could find another partner.
[For Daemon!]
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But hell, he was probably gonna get laid tonight and that made things better.
Almost as good as watching Harry take the fall like that like the chump he really was. Brock knew he'd treasure that memory for a long time because it really was something special when you got to dick around with an enemy and get his ass pumped full of drugs and you got away (mostly) scot-free. He was probably on notice though as a possible-troublemaker by the nurse, but it was worth it. Since they knew they couldn't escape now, that really did narrow down things: first, getting down to business with Elle (so long as she kept that electricity to herself). Next, killing Harry.
We can do it, the symbiote comforted him, a hissing non-voice in his head, alive with colors and images and feelings that he somehow understood. Just not yet.
That was the hardest part, the waiting.
Might as well chill out until night came. Brock lounged back in a chair, a CD player ("really? This isn't the 90's") in his lap. The blond turned it on and listened to the music he didn't even much like, keeping an eye on the door in case anyone he knew came in.
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He grew quiet after Matsuda left, thinking about it.
After a moment he considered Demyx seriously. "Do you ever miss anyone?" he asked right out of the blue. He was wondering what Demyx's lack of a heart meant about that kind of loss.
[for Demyx, of course]
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However, he shifted his attention back to Ginji when the blond asked him something, and his expression took a more wistful note. "Not really," he admitted. "I remember people - my family and friends and everything - but I don't really feel anything about them. I mean, I wish I was back with them, but that's mostly because I know I should rather than because I miss being with them. I wish I did - I know it's not normal that I don't." He shook his head slightly. "Anyway, they're all gone. The Heartless - the creatures that steal hearts, like they did with me? They took over my world; there's nothing left of it. As far as I know, I'm the only person from my world who came back from losing their heart - it's pretty abnormal, you know, becoming a Nobody. Your will has to be really strong to bring back your body when your heart is gone. Usually people who lose their hearts just turn into Heartless themselves."
The subject matter had distracted Demyx from his usual acting; if he'd been paying more attention, he might have sounded more emotional and less matter-of-fact about talking about everyone he'd ever known dying.
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"I miss someone I never even met," he said, holding his own emotions in for the time being, but not quite pulling off the matter-of-fact tone that Demyx had used. "My mother. I became a Getbacker because I thought I might be able to find her and..." he frowned. "This place brought her right to me, like she had been in my life all along." A slight pause. "I hope Matsuda-kun will be okay."
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He looked worriedly towards the door that Matsuda had been escorted out through. "What do you think might happen?" he asked anxiously. Matsuda had been his first real friend.