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Day 36: Waiting Room, Lobby 2
Celes had actually relaxed enough, speaking to Naminé during lunch, to allow herself a small smile. It thinned into a line, of course when her nurse materialized from nowhere and swept her off, giggling over her 'surprise.'
"Oh won't it be nice?" she chirped as they walked into the waiting room. "You'll be so happy, I am absolutely sure of it." Celes's small smile thinned itself into a line and she was plunked into a chair to await her visitor. Perhaps I shall be lucky, she thought, looking at some ridiculous motivational poster. It won't be anyone I know, not really. Her nurse wandered away and Celes folded her hands on the table, the picture of impatient waiting.
"Oh won't it be nice?" she chirped as they walked into the waiting room. "You'll be so happy, I am absolutely sure of it." Celes's small smile thinned itself into a line and she was plunked into a chair to await her visitor. Perhaps I shall be lucky, she thought, looking at some ridiculous motivational poster. It won't be anyone I know, not really. Her nurse wandered away and Celes folded her hands on the table, the picture of impatient waiting.
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The moment his friend was up, on his feet, reaching for the nurse and digging in his hands, his old memories took control. He reached out and snatched Schuldig's closest wrist, wrapped an arm around his waist and yanked, trying to pull him off the nurse. Pressed close to him, he whispered sharply in his ear.
"Don't get yourself hurt, Schuldig!"
Memories be damned, reality be damned - this was still the closest person he'd ever had in his life. He wasn't about to see him forced into isolation for something so stupid.
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He felt disoriented, as though he were suffering from vertigo. It was like a nightmare; everything familiar that he'd relied upon for so long gone twisted and wrong, but still hellishly recognizable. Crawford had been his stability for as long as he'd had any stability, had been the first person Schuldig could trust and rely upon without hesitation. Farfarello and Nagi had been nice additions, but they'd never really come close to fulfilling a similar role; Farfarello couldn't really look after Schuldig when he constantly needed looking after himself, and Nagi had never been interested for all his loyalty to Schwarz. Crawford had been the one solid thing -
And all of that, gone - literally overnight. This was someone Schuldig didn't know, couldn't trust. All the little similarities to the person he had been just drove that point home a little deeper, were just reminders that they'd made this stranger, this unwitting traitor, out of the ruins of something he'd loved.
He sagged against Crawford, his fury bleeding away with what felt like all the rest of him; certainly the wounds were deep enough. And he reached for the one other constant of his life, the one tool he might be able to use to salvage something with. "I'll fix you," he muttered. "I promise." If the institute had done something to Crawford's mind, then maybe he could undo it. Not now, not here - Crawford's mind was as blank as any of the staff's, which was yet another blow. But he'd find a way if it killed him.
Crawford had spent most of their lives fixing Schuldig. Apparently it was finally time to repay the favor.
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He had done damage, yes, but not significant enough damage to warrant isolation. Because he had let go, perhaps.
"Mr. Hurley," one of the orderlies began, as he helped the nurse to her feet, "while we appreciate your help, you should not involve yourself with any violent patients like that. You could get badly hurt."
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"I understand," he said, nodding. "It was a gut reaction."
Glancing once more at Schuldig, who was rapidly looking more and more drugged, he slowly turned and made his way to the door, again escorted by a nurse - who was likely in no danger of a violent attack by the only person he had ever felt anything for. Whether or not he would come back - if he would be allowed back - was a turbulent question.
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He was going to pass out. Or be sick. Possibly both. And it had nothing to do with the sedatives at all.