Day 31: Sun Room (Fourth Shift)

[screwthegods]

Though perhaps not entirely as successful as he wanted it to be, Homura walked away from lunch feeling satisfied with his efforts. Roland and Fai both had shown interest in the goal, and that was enough for the moment. Homura could be patient, had already been for five hundred years, and felt no harm in waiting another five hundred if he had to. He would have his goals realized, no matter what obstacles he faced, be they from the prison or those trapped within.

But now was time for business of a different sort, and the demi-god made his way to the Sun Room, near the common board. He made sure he could be seen from the entrance to the cafeteria, knowing that one stranger and one member of his own group both wanted to meet with him. It worked out well enough, especially given that the stated purpose of the History Club was simple.

Revenge and escape.

For now, Homura had no intention of revealing that it'd grown more complicated than that.

[Waiting for L and Junior]

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[seiran314.livejournal.com]

Aya couldn't help but quirk a brow at that. His expression borderline unbelieving as he listened to Schuldig share a piece of his mind. It had been too good to believe it was all about Yohji, after all. No, there just had to be a way to squeeze in some childish contest of 'who's got the biggest dick'. Schwarz seemed fond of those. Aya had honestly never spared a thought for who was the 'better team', he had been too focused on stopping the assholes from whatever mayhem they had been keen on accomplishing.

"No, Weiss doesn't do babysitting, this is true. How can you trust someone to guard your back if you have to make sure they're not a threat to themselves? I suppose that's something your team does. How you ever get anything done that way? As a teammate, I trust him. I can offer him help, and he can refuse. I can't live his life for him."

The remaining brow climbing up to match the first one, Aya tilted his head slightly to look at Schuldig through a thin veil of crimson hair fanning over his eyes. Schuldig seemed worked up. For a sadistic telepath who didn't care one way or another, he was pretty angry. Perhaps it was experience that made Aya peaceful. "Death is inevitable. I can't save him from everything. If he chooses to give up, I can't do much more than strap him up and force feed him, which I can't do here. First he needs to want to be helped. I've made it perfectly clear to him that I'm on his side on this, and will support him if he chooses to get a grip. As for you a being better choice, I never said that. I'd rather you stay the fuck away from him. But that is something he chooses for himself."

[k4t4str0ph4l.livejournal.com]

"That you don't view this as another aspect of watching your teammates' backs is exactly why Schwarz functions and Weiss doesn't," Schuldig countered flatly. "I'm the telepath, so believe me when I say this, Abyssinian - Weiss' issues look about as shallow as a teen's sobbing about not being able to go to the prom compared to what Schwarz has been through. The difference is that we actually acknowledge that we're fucked up, and we support each other when we can't stand alone. Weiss denies that its foundations are weak to begin with and then collapses like a house of cards every few days or so, and then you're idiotic enough to rebuild exactly the way you were before and expect something different to happen. Not one of you can stand on your own but nothing on earth will stop you all from trying, and no amount of failure seems able to induce you to do things more intelligently."

He waved a hand in an aggravated gesture. "All right, so you've given up on him. Fine. It's less effort for me to keep looking after him than it is for me to try and change your mind just to shift off some of my workload. But don't think you can say 'well, he lives or he dies, it's not my problem' and think you can dictate who sees him - you've already waived your involvement in anything that concerns Kudoh. But when the rest of your team disintegrates around you, will you still be so blasé? Or would you make a little more of an effort if it were Siberian destroying himself before your eyes?" He snorted. "It won't matter; you won't be able to help Bombay or Siberian any more than you've helped Balinese, so you'll tell yourself it's inevitable so you can keep living with your impotence. And then, when they're gone, it'll be your turn to be the abandoned one, suffering alone with no one to support him...and, then, maybe, I'll rescue you as I did Kudoh, if you're lucky. You two always were my favorites."

[seiran314.livejournal.com]

Schuldig seemed to also know a lot about things he had no recollection about. Weiss obviously had a different set of rules. First of them being that personal tragedy was personal, and not shared property of the support group. Weiss wasn't as dysfunctional as Schuldig would think, but Aya didn't see any reason for him to go into details why that was. Obviously the Schwarz telepath thought otherwise. Aya couldn't have cared less.

It was a bit ridiculous to suggest Aya would have jumped any less for Yohji than Ken. The truth was that Aya never had had to 'babysit' Ken. He had been there for Ken to fall back on if he would need it, and would continue to do so. Unlike Omi, Yohji had put the team to risk. He was a liability in more ways than one. And still Aya had stood up for him. It hardly was because he didn't care. And so...

"I never said anything about giving up on Kudoh, either. The thought had never crossed my mind." And as far as Schuldig seemed to be only eager to point out his invented weaknesses of Weiss, they had very little to say to each other. "If that was your message, I think this conversation is over."

[k4t4str0ph4l.livejournal.com]

"If it's babysitting to keep your teammates from killing themselves, no wonder you cared enough to ditch them five or six times," Schuldig observed, rolling his eyes. "As if you have any room to talk about being a liability, with your tendency to just abandon the rest of your team at random intervals - there isn't one of you in Weiss who hasn't nearly gotten the rest killed somehow, or thought of just leaving the others behind to go off on his own, and you've always been the worst of the lot." He extended a few fingers, dagger-like, in Aya's direction. "And, for the record, saying 'well, whether he lives or dies, I won't interfere' means that you've washed your hands of any responsibility as to his life and whether or not it continues, particularly when I've made it perfectly clear to you that he will die without someone's intervention. How do you define giving up on someone? Are you giving yourself points for being a devoted friend because you haven't actually quit Weiss and walked off soulfully into the horizon this time?"

The telepath eased himself up off the couch. "I don't know why I expected help from you, when your primary skill beyond hitting things with swords is walking away from problems and letting other people deal with them, but thanks for nothing all the same. I liked my Weiss better."

[seiran314.livejournal.com]

Aya had to wonder if they came from different universes after all. He had walked out on Weiss the last time more than five or six years ago, and every last one of those times he had came back. Schuldig's numbers were also royally fucked. The fact that Schuldig's information about him was also five or six years old was not enough to explain. It was pointless to even think about answering that. Completely pointless.

"You're not supposed to like Weiss, Schuldig," he said calmly. It felt slightly odd that the German came across this childish after all the years Aya had thought of him as someone he ought to fear to some extend. It was really hard to accomplish that right now.

"But, since you insist being an ass. I'll give you this," maybe having something to argue about would make it easier to storm off. Goodbye, Schuldig. "I've been the leader of Weiss for some years. And came back the moment Weiss was reformed, even if it meant I had to take a gun to my own head to do so. You obviously know nothing about me. I don't know why you expected help from me either, I don't excel in the mindfuck department."

He shrugged slightly, focusing his sleepy gaze at the German. "And Schuldig, just an advice for the future, even I know that you're not asking for help when you come with your guns blazing like that. If you were really thinking about Yohji, your approach would have been completely different."

Despite his desire to get rid of Schuldig, Aya was prepared to block a hit or two. He always was when in close proximity to Schwarz.