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Day 68: Recreational Field (Second Shift)
Despite Zero's earlier fit of (mostly internal) anger, it felt good to get some food in his stomach after going without since yesterday's lunch. He felt even better about how he had managed to avoid a certain former blue robot's attention for an entire shift - though he figured his luck was bound to run out very quickly as far as that was concerned. There were only so many people in this place and it wasn't like he was allowed to roam anywhere he wanted. Still, he would continue trying to awkwardly avoid his friend for as long as possible. Maybe he wasn't ill anymore and maybe it wasn't the right thing to do, but...until he figured out how to start a conversation with someone he'd literally taken a chunk out of the night before... How to apologize, and how to scold him for blatantly ignoring Zero's warnings...
(Either way, he wouldn't let it keep him from checking the bulletin board...even if there didn't seem to be much on there this morning. Hmm. Unusual.)
Otherwise... It seemed he was expected to go outside today. 'Vent some frustrations', the head lunatic said. Hmph. Good job being completely unsubtle. There was that flash of anger again - but by now, his ability to control said anger was becoming strong enough to prevent it from bothering him for more than a few minutes. That was good; he didn't need to waste his energy being too easily upset over words. Words couldn't make him bleed like half of the things that happened at night did. What he should be doing was taking advantage of the situation he had. The field would give him space to flex his muscles, help him train himself physically, prepare for whatever tonight might throw at him... Yes, that was what he needed to do. Train. And all he truly needed to worry about while doing that was not stressing his bandaged right arm, which needed to heal quickly more than anything.
Right. Once he managed to separate himself from his nurse (who was still worrying and fussing over his continued silence toward her) and once he'd scanned his surroundings to make sure that one particular face was nowhere to be seen, Zero began to wander across the grass, contemplating how he should go about this training. Maybe start with a light run around the field, to test his stamina....that sounded good.
[Harpuia and X!]
(Either way, he wouldn't let it keep him from checking the bulletin board...even if there didn't seem to be much on there this morning. Hmm. Unusual.)
Otherwise... It seemed he was expected to go outside today. 'Vent some frustrations', the head lunatic said. Hmph. Good job being completely unsubtle. There was that flash of anger again - but by now, his ability to control said anger was becoming strong enough to prevent it from bothering him for more than a few minutes. That was good; he didn't need to waste his energy being too easily upset over words. Words couldn't make him bleed like half of the things that happened at night did. What he should be doing was taking advantage of the situation he had. The field would give him space to flex his muscles, help him train himself physically, prepare for whatever tonight might throw at him... Yes, that was what he needed to do. Train. And all he truly needed to worry about while doing that was not stressing his bandaged right arm, which needed to heal quickly more than anything.
Right. Once he managed to separate himself from his nurse (who was still worrying and fussing over his continued silence toward her) and once he'd scanned his surroundings to make sure that one particular face was nowhere to be seen, Zero began to wander across the grass, contemplating how he should go about this training. Maybe start with a light run around the field, to test his stamina....that sounded good.
[Harpuia and X!]
No prob! That's fine!
"I had wondered if there was more to that, thank you," he nodded, not entirely convinced that the other monsters already haunting this place weren't once human. There were just too many similarities to dismiss the idea.
"Abilities. Everyone uses that word. Is that another code?" he asked, admitting nothing of his own. Lingormr had said that too. He had to assume then, that perhaps a number of the patients were hiding things about themselves as well. Clearly if these abilities had to be given back, they had been taken, much like his own transformation. Flora had spoken of magic, and certainly who or whatever had killed that man in the hallway had been more than simply human.
"I'm sure the patients here must be strong to survive in this sort of environment, but abilities? What does that suggest?"
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"I use the term 'abilities' because it's more broad. There are people here who can do all manner of things, from magic to manipulating the environment around them. While everyone's abilities are limited in this place, most have a minute amount left." In his case, the percentage of what had been taken as compared to what was left was monumental, but that was neither here nor there.
"You must know something about it, Soushi, seeing how I assume you have some yourself. Demons generally do." Castiel said it neutrally, not wanting to start throwing out accusations beyond that just yet. He could tell that whatever Soushi was, he wasn't from his version of Earth, which meant that he might not be a threat.
But Castiel didn't expect much from demons the majority of the time. He was prepared to deal with Soushi however he needed to, it it came to that. Castiel realized he didn't have the power to go around smiting anyone even if he'd wanted that, but he had other means.
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He was fairly lost in his own thoughts as Castiel continued, but it was his last statement that really took him by surprise. The baseball tumbled out of his hands and he looked up, eyes a bit wider than before.
Demons generally do.
Soushi stared back, momentarily lost for words. Castiel knew what he was. He hadn't sounded as if he meant to threaten Soushi, but he also wasn't scared by the notion that a demon might be sitting across from him. Regardless, there was no mistaking that Castiel knew. It was possible he had the same power to read the hearts of others, much like the matriarch that had founded the SS. If that was the case, no amount of bluffing or carefully woven lies would work. And trying might only make things worse.
"Yes," he replied lamely, eyes glancing down near the ground and staying there, "but generally most don't know about such things."
He paused, uncertain. What did Castiel mean to use that information for? Blackmail? Some kind of alliance? Was he an agent of Inugami perhaps? "...is there something that you want, Castiel-san?"
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Soushi proceeded very carefully, which made it clear that he was taking this seriously at the least. Thus far, Castiel found that Soushi acted nothing like the demons that he was used to. No attitude, no smart remarks -- in fact, he bordered on polite. It had turned out that Lust, who also wasn't human, hadn't posed a threat, so maybe Soushi would turn out to be the same.
"That depends. Before arriving here, you could say one of my duties was to keep an eye on demons and make certain they didn't cause any trouble. While it's clear we aren't from the same world, I need to know if you have any plans to terrorize the patients here." Castiel wasn't a hunter, but he was an angel, and this was something he was obligated to confront.
The fact was that all of the patients were in the same situation here, so it made much more sense to work together. He'd come close to working with Ruby, even. So Castiel was willing to set his prejudices aside, depending on how Soushi responded.
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"Prior to this sudden turn of events, I was working as a secret service agent for a rather wealthy family, protecting my charge. My master," he said the last with a tinge of regret. It was clear the term was meant as one of respect, not bitterness or malice.
Few humans knew that much. It was typically only information held by client and the service which employed them. But Castiel was clearly not some ordinary human. Whether he had power to sense another or whether he'd obtained his information in some other way, he was clearly not to be taken lightly.
"I do not know how you came to sense my... abilities, but where I am from, it is a bit different. They call us Atavists. Humans born as an unfortunate sort of genetic throwback. The blood of my ancestors was touched by a demon and makes itself manifest each generation," he explained with a certain amount of detachment, mismatched eyes glancing up at Castiel every so often.
"As we are often targeted by full-blooded demons, I can quite understand your apprehension. It is not my intent to cause any trouble for you or the other patients. I simply wish to find my master, Ririchiyo-sama, and see to her safety."
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That realization caused Castiel to relax slightly, though it wasn't in any visible way. It seemed that Soushi was as much a victim as any other human would be, and he seemed sincere about wishing to find the one he served and leave this place. Of course, that's what they all wanted in the end.
"Is there a reason that you're working as a servant?" Castiel asked after a pause, because that sort of setup was out of the ordinary. Castiel had been a servant of God, he realized, but that was different from devoting oneself to one person, particularly if it was a human.
No, his own situation didn't match that at all. He was devoted to the Winchesters, but he didn't answer to them. It was different.
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"Because I love her," he said without even a moment's hesitation. "It is also my duty as her SS, but more than that, my life would be empty and meaningless without her."
He wasn't sure he could put into words the depths of his feelings for Ririchiyo, but suffice to say there was nothing in this world or any other that was more important to him. Just thinking about how much he missed her was almost enough to make his eyes start to water, so he looked away for a moment.
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When he saw Soushi so overwhelmed with emotion that he turned his head, Castiel realized that he had definitely been making an incorrect assumption. That kind of devotion was something that he could understand, to an extent.
Soushi still hadn't explained how he'd come about the position in the first place, but when the intercom came on and the nurses started to make their move, Castiel realized that he'd need to wait to find that out another time.
"In that case," he said awkwardly as he struggled to stand without his crutches, "I hope that you find her soon."