"The last time I went out with a group, I... ruined our chances of getting anywhere when I didn't manage to dodge a monster's claws," Hokuto admitted sheepishly. "I wasn't mortally wounded... I think... but. Um. I passed out and didn't come back to my senses for the rest of the night."

As embarrassed as she was, that wasn't the only reason this was hard to talk about; she didn't think she'd ever given the details of how she died, and it was always so hard to say that at this rate, she should just write it all down to save herself the stress.