Saying yes felt like a betrayal to Subaru; it made no sense and she knew it, but there wasn't much logic to grief. So, she murmured "The painkiller wore off, but I wouldn't take any more." Her excuse was that she didn't like the way it made her feel; while true, she also felt like she deserved to be in pain. As soon as she had the strength, she'd be kicking herself for that later.

But, being in Falis' arms really did make her feel a little better. Being with someone she loved helped even when she couldn't say it.