He didn't get it at all!! Either that of he was being deliberately evasive. Probably a bit of both from what she knew about him. He'd never been one to say things straight.

Underneath the table, she placed her hand on his arm, squeezing it gently for a moment. Her voice when she spoke was roughened, more Rukongai than the softened tone she'd acquired over time in Seireitei. It had a habit of reverting around him and some of the others who'd come from there. "It matters. Tell me you did it fer somethin' other than a power trip. Give me a reason to trust you."

She didn't believe that Gin would just follow someone like Aizen as he set himself up as a god. If he could just say that he had some reason, some purpose then she'd believe him, even if it was probably just her being a trusting fool.

She sighed, pulling away again slightly. "Or if not that, just a reason to keep those two from tearin' you apart come nightfall." She gestured over her shoulder to Renji and Ichigo. If this place was as bad as she'd been told, then fighting between the 'patients' wouldn't do anyone any good, except for satisfying Renji's bloodlust. She didn't think that'd be sated anyway, but she could at least divert him.