Senna found herself blinking. "Sometimes," she started, then stopped. Hokuto would probably be the only one to understand this.
"Sometimes, I don't know if I'm dreaming," Senna said softly. "I knew death, felt death. I'm not stupid enough to think I survived." She stared at the fallen cards. "And I don't regret it. Not for a second. The place I helped save... was beautiful. It had cotton candy and ferris wheels, rivers and trees. It had life. And Ichigo. It had him. And his world survived so he would keep living. Because..." She heard herself echoing something she had said before. "I couldn't imagine a world without him."
She smiled, the same small determined smile that she had shown last night when she admited what she was. "And it was okay. Because he lived." She shook her head. "And now I'm not quite sure what to do. Because I knew I made the right choice. I keep thinking this is a second chance. But isn't that selfish, to everyone that's here in pain?" Was she just being selfish?
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"Sometimes, I don't know if I'm dreaming," Senna said softly. "I knew death, felt death. I'm not stupid enough to think I survived." She stared at the fallen cards. "And I don't regret it. Not for a second. The place I helped save... was beautiful. It had cotton candy and ferris wheels, rivers and trees. It had life. And Ichigo. It had him. And his world survived so he would keep living. Because..." She heard herself echoing something she had said before. "I couldn't imagine a world without him."
She smiled, the same small determined smile that she had shown last night when she admited what she was. "And it was okay. Because he lived." She shook her head. "And now I'm not quite sure what to do. Because I knew I made the right choice. I keep thinking this is a second chance. But isn't that selfish, to everyone that's here in pain?" Was she just being selfish?