It was a pain to keep from saying anything. So instead of feigning interested in the conversation, he casually picked at his food, as though this conversation had nothing really to do with him. Whatever reason Abarai had, it still seemed like a stupid thing to have done, throwing his life away like that. And for all they knew, death here might just release their soul and send them right back to Soul Society. Doubtful, truly, but it was still a possibility. They, of all people, understood death best.