http://sitard3d.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] sitard3d.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] damned_institute 2008-10-31 03:15 am (UTC)

Re: M76 [Demyx]

"Man, no wonder you're not happy." Demyx chewed his lower lip. "You think you need to be punished even when you don't do anything wrong." After a pause, he decided to attempt what was - for him - a shrewd psychological maneuver. "So are you saying your master's wrong for forgiving you?"

He all but swelled with pride at the interest in his sitar. "Yeah! I mean, I used to...but they took it." His good mood deflated as quickly as it had come, and he sighed. "I spent most of my life - human and Nobody - with an instrument in my hands. It feels wrong not to have music with me anymore." Well, he hadn't lost his music entirely - it was all still in his head - but it just wasn't the same as being able to play it, being able to hear it.

"I wasn't lonely at first," he admitted. "I had a couple friends - one was the guy who was recruited right before me, and the other was a kid who was our last recruit. But...well, they were better friends with each other than they were with me. The kid left after a little while, and when he did, my other friend left to look for him, so...yeah, after that, I was pretty much alone. None of the others ever really thought much of me." After a pause, he murmured, "I would've gone with them, if they'd asked me."

Thinking he knew how he felt was not at all a foreign concept to Demyx, so he scarcely questioned it when Soubi mentioned it. But the guy looked like he was going to pass out soon. "Maybe you should sleep," he offered.

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