Damn it. And things had been going so well with repairing things with Omi too. If he didn't answer, Omi would think Yohji didn't trust him and be hurt, and if he did answer then that was the final nail on his metaphorical coffin and he'd end up with Omi thinking he was no better than the people they killed.

He swallowed thickly when Omi spoke, using the serious voice that meant he wasn't going to let go or forget and if Yohji didn't answer now, he was going to bring it up at the most awkward time possible. He opened his mouth, intending to just brush it off as nothing, but the words died on his lips and he lowered his head in defeat. "I..." He swallowed again, nto entirely certain of how to start. He ran a hand through his hair in frustration. "It started a while ago and I swear I've never killed anyone. I... I always managed to stop myself before then."