http://deathbymidget.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] deathbymidget.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] damned_institute2007-12-19 07:52 am

Day 29: Chapel

Hiei didn't give a damn about religious services, meditation, or pretending to be social. The always sudden waking after night put him in a bad mood, this one particularly so. Even with Kurikara licking him like some perverted moron, the warmth the dragon provided was welcome in Hiei's bed, and missing when he woke, giving the surrounding air a greater sense of chill.

But the perfect thing to relieve his anger might just be making an appearance that morning, and that at least gave Hiei hope for a decent day.

Hopefully Kurikara and Kurama both would be clever enough to figure it out for themselves. Without hesitation, Hiei demanded to be led to the temple, taking a seat in one of the rear pews. Humans had a way of overdoing things, and this place wasn't really much exception to that. Granted Hiei's limited knowledge prevented him from realizing there were much more outrageous churches, but to the demon, the colored pieces of glass and polished wood seemed to be much.

It didn't matter, however. Either could be turned into weapons, perfect objects to slice into that damned head doctor's throat or bash in his skull. That was a thought worth grinning about.



[Feel free to pester. Just, uh, be aware that he's not exactly nice.]

[identity profile] theycutitout.livejournal.com 2007-12-19 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
River's induced slumber caused her to wake with a startled, strangled gasp, the memories of the dead on Miranda and the needles and the cut-out pieces coming to a halt as the "real" world came into focus before her eyes. The pain that had been caused to the others wasn't lingering in her mind, but thoughts were scattered enough behind closed eyelids and memories dancing in flickers across her line of sight. Stiffling. Almost choking. River gasped for breath, fingernails digging into her arms even as the nurse opened the door.

Her words were hollow. Her words were nothing. Without answering any question of preference with anything more than a single word, the location that she had to be, River stood up mechanically, twitching and pawing at her tangled, brown hair occasionally as she was led down the hall to the Chapel. A place of worship. A place to worship. A place for worship, but it wasn't hers. Wasn't logical. Wasn't anything more than a tarnished symbol of somethings that weren't even written in stone. Wasn't anything to her and wouldn't have been had he not been sitting alone in his corner, cloaked in a thousand and one shames.

River was not discreet, but her tortured, aggitated demeanor was strangely soothed at the sight of him. Caring little for respect held tongue in cheek, the girl hurried right over to his side, flouncing down into the seat next to Daemon with a far-too-serious-to-be-serious expression on her face.

"Boo," she repeated in the same, serious tone, despite the fact that her arrival had been anything but stealthy.
thesadist: (Daemon - Sadist)

[personal profile] thesadist 2007-12-19 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Some part of Daemon had known she would come. So when she sat down beside him, he wasn't entirely surprised. he didn't - couldn't - look at her though.

"You are alright?" he asked, needing to know, needing to make sure, his voice low and hoarse with strain.

[identity profile] theycutitout.livejournal.com 2007-12-19 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Haven't ever been quite right," River answered honestly, inching closer and moving to rest her head perhaps boldly on his shoulder. "Brain's missing parts. Can't function like normal brains function. Ship without proper balancing mechanics spins all sorts of ways..." But sometimes she just went on.

"But I'm fine. Happy. Comforted. All sorts of good things came from it. And it's okay." A small hand reached out to find his. "They made me do it too."
thesadist: (Daemon - Quiet)

[personal profile] thesadist 2007-12-19 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Made you do... that?" Daemon asked uncertainly, not sure he was following her speech very well this morning. Her words made no sense to him. What good could have possibly come from last night?

[identity profile] theycutitout.livejournal.com 2007-12-19 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hurt people for them. But that man there in a wheelchair and almost killed his two friends." River pointed over to where Barret sat, remembering the shame she'd born herself the morning after. Everything she'd said, every nerve she'd severed. But there was a mind to ease; she'd never thought she'd be a healer of minds with her own so fractured.

"I had to come see you last night. So that I could see all of you, parts you wouldn't let me see, things I could only glimpse fleeting sparks of in the dark places. And I'm happy."
thesadist: (BJ - Words Lie)

[personal profile] thesadist 2007-12-19 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"Lady, there should be nothing in last night that should make you happy," he retorted, a bit sharper than he'd intended. There was nothing about the Sadist that he ever wanted her to know, let alone experience. "You should have stayed away. You could have been hurt. I could have..." he trailed off, shuddering in horror.

Blood. The sharp taste of fear, not his own. The scent of sex, but nothing of love. Memories that had haunted him for almost a decade, still fractured in his fragile mind. He had been another man's vessel last night. And how easily things could have turned out much worse...

[identity profile] theycutitout.livejournal.com 2007-12-19 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"But I know now," River protested, smiling and lifting her head so that she could see into his eyes. So much inside eyes. There always was. You could see a person in their eyes if you looked long enough. "I know, and I'm happy."
thesadist: (Daemon - Quiet)

[personal profile] thesadist 2007-12-19 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"River," he murmured quietly, shaking his head a moment before dragging her against his chest, his voice strained and his arms warm and secure as he buried his face against her hair, drinking in her scent, her calming presence.

"What am I to do with you?"

[identity profile] theycutitout.livejournal.com 2007-12-19 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Not obligated to do anything at all. Not bound by blood and prophecy and trials," she replied, perhaps a little shyly for some reason as she looked down and away into the wooden pew for a moment or two or three. Three. Prime number. She looked back up, opening her mouth and closing it before she found the proper words, even then they weren't precisely the thing to say. Yet they had to be said, and say them she would.

"I just... You don't have to, and you can't on some level, but. It's all so mixed up and complex. Word can mean anything from a subject that gives the pleasure of a simple meal to interpersonal levels of varying types of affection. Saying it doesn't mean everything that follows behind the parade that usually comes with it. And there's the psycholoical effect of a girl who's never had a parade in all her life, not like this. Seeing everything and still experiencing the sensation made by the brain parts or some abstract concept of developing emotion with the heart. It means..." River took a deep breath. "But you can't fully, and I'm aware. You needed to know. I needed to tell you, and it's better now." She paused, eyeing him curiously to gauge his reaction before repeating somewhat nervously. "You're not obligated to anything."
thesadist: (Daemon - Faint Amusement)

[personal profile] thesadist 2007-12-19 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Daemon tried his best to sort through the sudden disjointed flow of words from the girl he held. Just when he thought he'd caught on, something else messed them all up, and he narrowed his gaze ruefully.

"Lady, I think you may need to tell me again. I don't think I caught it the first time."

[identity profile] theycutitout.livejournal.com 2007-12-19 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
River rolled her eyes, chosing the blunt, surprising forwardness that would pierce anyone's skull, no matter how thick. Not that she could blame it on thickness in this case. Sometimes she went on, and sometimes what came out didn't make any sense, not even to her fractured but brilliant mind.

"I love you, dummy." An instant flush crossed her cheeks as she looked away again, desperately grasping for something to say as more babble, truths and all, came pouring out of her mouth.

"That is to say, I mean, you're bound. And I know that. And I don't expect anything. Not a bit. Can't be three persons in a pair, and you have another half already. One more third doesn't logically combine into a whole. Mathematics don't work out, and... And I know. I know you can't."
thesadist: (Daemon - Quiet)

[personal profile] thesadist 2007-12-19 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mathematics never work out," Daemon muttered, feeling shock reel through him at her words. "How many sides to a triangle?"

Triangles meant little here. There was no Blood, no protocol, no Queen. There was no sweet Darkness to comfort, only to frighten and control. In this place, the taint had ruined those who dwelt here.

he didn't try to trivialize her words, dismiss them as some girlish crush. River was not a little girl. And even if this was a passing thing, a fleeting attraction, Daemon would not diminish it with careless words.

Instead, he brushed a kiss against her brow, tucking her hair behind her ear in a now-familiar motion. "Lady, you mean far more to me than you can imagine, even in the short time we have been here." The draw he felt to her, the feelings she awoke, were too strong to name, and even Daemon himself was still unfamiliar with them enough to be able to put them into words. He only hope she could feel and tell, even without his stumbled, inadequate reply.

[identity profile] theycutitout.livejournal.com 2007-12-19 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
River was able to look past the odd talk about mathematics never working out with the other words he spoke with eyes and lips both. She smiled shyly but brightly as he pressed lips against forehead and placed an out-of-place strand back where it belonged. It was gentle this time. Everything.

"Sun's peeking out from behind the clouds," she mused, looking up at him. "Has to face the day."
thesadist: (Daemon - Ponder)

[personal profile] thesadist 2007-12-19 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
He glanced down at her curiously. "Which sun?" he inquired, wondering if she were talking about more than just the one in the sky. It was always hard to tell with River.

[identity profile] theycutitout.livejournal.com 2007-12-19 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
River forced her face to go solemn as she leaned closer, staring into his golden eyes for a time before reaching up to slowly poke him in the middle of the forehead. When and if finger met forehead, River jumped up and out of her pew, sure to smile impishly before trotting off to another pew.

There was still more to see. Still more to face. He was stronger, though. Because she was always there.

thesadist: (Daemon - Quiet)

[personal profile] thesadist 2007-12-19 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Daemon blinked after her, then ruefully shook his head once more. Only River could sweep in and out with all the subtlety of the whirlwind she was. Still, she had eased his guilt somewhat - at least where she was concerned, and while he still sank back into the shadows of the back pew, his gaze carefully averted from anyone else in the room, his form was not quite so slumped and his gaze wasn't quite so haunted as when before she'd come.