He didn't think he'd ever seen this kind of anger from Aya directed against anyone except Takatori before, even when Yohji had attacked his teammate. His eyes widened in shock at the verbal assault and he cursed himself for screwing up yet again. "You know what I did," he hissed viciously, fixing Aya with a dark glare. "And Ken told me what happened after... after the building collapsed. I don't deserve it!"

He flinched when his chin was grasped and he was forced to meet Aya's eyes. He'd care if he knew, or maybe he wouldn't. He'd done the same with Tsuji after all, and with others Kritiker wanted information from. He smiled weakly. "I don't trust myself. I can't exactly expect anyone else to."

He turned away, shoulders slumping as he was released. "I'm sorry."