The dam was broken now. Hisoka's face twisted miserably as a keening cry escaped his throat. It was all his fault, he wasn't strong enough to kill Muraki and Renji had suffered for it. Tsuzuki had suffered for it. So many people had suffered for his weakness and now he was being weak again. Crumpling under Tsuzuki's grip, the boy closed his eyes tightly as if hoping to block the tears.