It actually wasn't easier for Chuck to think that his brother had lost his mind. That was what had hurt the most, realizing that someone who was supposed to be so close to him had been going insane and he hadn't even known. But he tried to pull his emotions in, hard as that was for him, and let Lawrence air everything out.

"You are who you are," he echoed. "That means that you're the sort of person who would take his own life? Say what you want, Lawrence, but no one who's completely healthy would try to jump off a bridge."

And maybe that was his fault. Maybe Chuck hadn't been attentive enough and this was all on him. But that was why he was here now, and Lawrence simply wasn't letting him help.