Rei slid out into the hallway quietly, seeing nothing darker for all of the words spoken. She swallowed, her tongue thick against her throat, and felt the condition of her body as she paused. An ever-present soreness; her head, fogged and thick to the point of thoughts faltering; her throat hoarse and sore. Ayanami had been injured time and again, but sickness like this... She had no recollection of ever feeling like this. Nothing that she could recall.
Was this how it would be? She would degenerate into a monster, an entity unknown, the same as Kaworu Nagisa had been taken from an entity and pressed like clay into the shape of a man? It was the only reason she did not doubt the head doctor's words. For if monsters could be made into men, could not men be made into monsters?
The thought was cut off by a choking sensation, and Rei coughed harshly, the sound quiet despite its roughness.
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Rei slid out into the hallway quietly, seeing nothing darker for all of the words spoken. She swallowed, her tongue thick against her throat, and felt the condition of her body as she paused. An ever-present soreness; her head, fogged and thick to the point of thoughts faltering; her throat hoarse and sore. Ayanami had been injured time and again, but sickness like this... She had no recollection of ever feeling like this. Nothing that she could recall.
Was this how it would be? She would degenerate into a monster, an entity unknown, the same as Kaworu Nagisa had been taken from an entity and pressed like clay into the shape of a man? It was the only reason she did not doubt the head doctor's words. For if monsters could be made into men, could not men be made into monsters?
The thought was cut off by a choking sensation, and Rei coughed harshly, the sound quiet despite its roughness.