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Day 61: Recreation Field (Shift 2)
Loki wasn't entirely thrilled about returning to the recreation field, though he supposed it would be nicer during the day. And without the annoying presence of Riku. Some fresh air would likely do him good; that was what Sif and Thor had always claimed right before they dragged him out of the library.
He wasn't entirely certain if that was a pleasant thought or not. It was still far too mixed up and painful.
He was allowed to go back to his room and pull out every bit of warm clothing he had, bundling up as much as he could. As he followed the nurse out into the field, he also wondered if this meant he would miss out on the greenhouse, since he'd arranged to meet Soma after lunch. That had priority, of course, but he did find plants interesting. At least it was good to know there were activities they were forced to participate in during the day that weren't as horrifically painful as, say, what the music room would indicate.
Good to know that as prisons went, it wasn't all just torture, torture, torture. Some variation was good for the mind.
He wandered along the crunchy, dead grass, for now steering clear of the few other patients. The air felt much better during the day, smelled much better to him as well as he sniffed at it. even if it was cold enough to make his nose hurt. It reminded him uncomfortably of Jotunheim, and...
But at least here, there was sunlight. He wasn't trapped in that dark place as sometimes was in his nightmares.
Loki stopped about halfway down the field, tilting his head back to take in the thin sunlight, his eyes slipping shut.
[Here, angel angel angel... :D Castiel!]
He wasn't entirely certain if that was a pleasant thought or not. It was still far too mixed up and painful.
He was allowed to go back to his room and pull out every bit of warm clothing he had, bundling up as much as he could. As he followed the nurse out into the field, he also wondered if this meant he would miss out on the greenhouse, since he'd arranged to meet Soma after lunch. That had priority, of course, but he did find plants interesting. At least it was good to know there were activities they were forced to participate in during the day that weren't as horrifically painful as, say, what the music room would indicate.
Good to know that as prisons went, it wasn't all just torture, torture, torture. Some variation was good for the mind.
He wandered along the crunchy, dead grass, for now steering clear of the few other patients. The air felt much better during the day, smelled much better to him as well as he sniffed at it. even if it was cold enough to make his nose hurt. It reminded him uncomfortably of Jotunheim, and...
But at least here, there was sunlight. He wasn't trapped in that dark place as sometimes was in his nightmares.
Loki stopped about halfway down the field, tilting his head back to take in the thin sunlight, his eyes slipping shut.
[Here, angel angel angel... :D Castiel!]
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And Badou wasn't brushing him off for being all Sappy Sammy. He even called him something that wasn't Snowflake. "So what if I did." He let his smile turn wicked, letting the guy off the hook for now. No use clinging to each other and crying, even if it was for happy things this time around instead. "You're just lucky most of the snow is gone, or I'd be adding to the tally."
He nodded when Badou pointed to himself. And okay, he couldn't help himself. He was laughing too, shoving him away. "Oh, shut up. We both know you're Satan." Not that Badou had ever deigned to cry on his shoulder. Probably for the best. The sniggering faded and Peter was left with something a little less than perfectly happy. He was glad, but he felt sick inside too. Still cut.
What would happen to this if they ever got to leave?
That was the crux of the matter. Maybe. He didn't know. Peter stared at his feet and scuffed one, uncomfortable. Racing through his thoughts. He wouldn't miss the place. Good god, he would never ever miss this place. But he literally had more friends here than he'd ever had in his life. And not just the ones his age - people like Badou, people like Sam. People like Indy. And all the rest that had come before, Senna and Matt and Terry. The works.
If he could just...keep the people. Transplant the whole whack of them into his world and keep them there with him without somehow ruining their lives in the process, that would be great. Or having the option to visit.
"You wouldn't happen to know of some...some super genius who can build a time hopping spaceship when this is all done, would you?" He was trying to keep the smile. He really was. "I'm flat broke and chemistry's more my thing."
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Badou grinned a little wider, and it was even pretty genuine. "Damn, you got me. Was it the red hair? I'm legit the prince of hell, and I would sill kick your butt in a snowball fight."
His grin faded a little as Peter's did, and he tucked his hands back into the crooks of his elbows. He was pretty accustomed to the cold back home, but maybe being warm and well-fed all the time had kinda spoiled him, which was a strange thing to think about a place like the institute.
He frowned a little at the question, brow knitting in confusion. He didn't think about the aftermath too often. "I'd be surprised if we couldn't find someone to rig that." He replied, after a moment. "The universe is a pretty big place, I'm getting to realize."
He didn't know if it was such a good idea, though. In the wrong hands... man, were there even right hands for that kind of thing? Much as he genuinely cared about a lot of the people he'd met here, he wouldn't have risked something like this happening again, not for anything. Not even to bring them back. But it was easy to say that when it wasn't even in the realm of possibility right now.
He sighed and spread his arm in a universal gesture of 'get over here so I can hug you while attempting to look remotely manly and we'll pretend it was the cold or some shit.' "Don't worry about it too much."
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It took a slow moment of looking at the outstretched arms to understand what was being offered, because it was Badou and he wouldn't expect that kind of invitation ever. The most affection the man was capable of showing was emasculation with broad grins and sporadic hair ruffles. That was cool and all, but maybe even Badou was having it rough around here. Enough so that he'd stoop to this.
Peter was in the embrace. No further questions asked. It was kind of squishy with both of their puffy coats involved, and Peter didn't try to bury his face in any shoulders like he would have with Jess or Aunt May. Just left it at a manly sort of hug, square it off with a back pat and pull away before anyone started looking.
"Worrying is my job though. I get paid twelve fifty an hour to do it." A shout caught Peter's attention. The nurses had emerged, calling in all patients on the field. No exceptions. Peter gritted his teeth. Already? Seriously? "Look. Badou?"
"Tyler!" came the yell across the field. Peter winced.
"Um. See you around, I guess."
He turned on his heel and obeyed the beckon. Maybe that was for the best. He had no idea what he was going to say to Badou in the first place.