It really wasn't anything he didn't. He had a choice to make, and really it was already made. It was simply going about it.
"I'm not...there's nothing wrong with me," he explained. "I'm...a healthy, red blooded man. But as I said, I am often foolish. And in ways of...oh, I suppose I'm just not very good with people." Tolten flushed then, because he didn't know how better to explain it. "I simply do my best and try and muddle through, is all. And I always thought...oh, I would be married. And hopefully in love. And I know full well that the reality will never live up to what flights of fancy my mind has taken, but..." He shrugged then, fumbling for words. He didn't want to feel forced. He hated to think he had to give this part of himself out of necessity.
And who would he find? Who could he trust enough to even consider...?
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It really wasn't anything he didn't. He had a choice to make, and really it was already made. It was simply going about it.
"I'm not...there's nothing wrong with me," he explained. "I'm...a healthy, red blooded man. But as I said, I am often foolish. And in ways of...oh, I suppose I'm just not very good with people." Tolten flushed then, because he didn't know how better to explain it. "I simply do my best and try and muddle through, is all. And I always thought...oh, I would be married. And hopefully in love. And I know full well that the reality will never live up to what flights of fancy my mind has taken, but..." He shrugged then, fumbling for words. He didn't want to feel forced. He hated to think he had to give this part of himself out of necessity.
And who would he find? Who could he trust enough to even consider...?